daysofgrace13ben

A year over half gone bye. Somethings have changed for the better. Some for the worse. But a lot for the worse. I can't make excuses things gone wrong have been 95% my fault. I need to be motivated. Fuck I am 29 years old. I do alright in most areas, but most I just fail in an it is all my fault. I need to accept responsibility and realize what I can and cannot change and move on from there. I need to be inspired it is just that it now so rarely strikes. I have become so complacent in life and that is what kills. I need to find the inspiration but it is just so fucking hard. It used to come so easily to me but now it never seems to come. I can't even make it happen. I just got done playing guitar for 4 hours and came up with nothing. It is like that in every aspect of my life. Something has to change soon. And I really know that it will. I gotta stay positive and take it day by day.Peace.