Well i made it through my first night on night shift at the casino. It really sucked but I can't complain because I am getting paid $1.50 more an hour. The first 2-3 hours are very, very hectic but after that it turns into a grave yard. I guess that is why they call it grave shift. Well the other two jobs are going well so I shouldn't complain but I will any way.
I have been so depressed lately. I feel a huge sense of loss and regret. I think back now on so many great opportunities and chances that I either passed up or fucked up. I'm old now and look back on a wasted life. I need to change so bad but I feel it is most likely to late for that. I hope not. I am gonna try. And that is all any one can ask.
Well this has been a rather depressing blog so I am sorry to whoever reads it but as always----peace.
I have been so depressed lately. I feel a huge sense of loss and regret. I think back now on so many great opportunities and chances that I either passed up or fucked up. I'm old now and look back on a wasted life. I need to change so bad but I feel it is most likely to late for that. I hope not. I am gonna try. And that is all any one can ask.
Well this has been a rather depressing blog so I am sorry to whoever reads it but as always----peace.
daysofgrace13ben:
STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF AND JUST FIGHT. REMEMBER WE ALL END UP DEAD IT IS JUST A MATTER OF HOW.
monna:
thank you so much for comment my new set 