I got a lot of shit going on right now between 3 jobs, starting a new band, a woman I love but does not see me, family problems mental issues and losing weight. Fuck everything else i know I'll handle that shit but losing weight is actually seeming to be the hardest. I'm 6'1" and weigh 233 pounds. I'm not fat - just sloppy. I made a bet with someone I work with who often ridicules me for 500 bucks that by the new year I would be 200 pounds. I have about 2 months to lose 33 pounds. This is my 5th day. I run 4 miles a day and lift weights 4 days a week and punch the heavy bag and jump rope for 25 minutes every day. I have lost 6 pounds and I wanna win the bet although proving this cocksucker wrong would be just as good. Well I am fucking determined and as hard as it seems I know I will do this and then some. You never tell me I can't do something. Well Peace!!!!!!
