Do you know those girls that ditch their friends once they have a boyfriend? Well, my best friend just blew me off because some hard dick told her she was pretty!! Wtf is that?!?!? And....he's MARRIRED!!!!!! Gross!! I am in shock at how she is acting towards me. She, totally, threw me under the bus and hasn't spoken to me in days. I'm just not that kind of friend. I mean, what does she think is gonna happen with this dude? That he's gonna leave his wife, all of a sudden, and be the man of her dreams? Well, it didn't happen with the last married guy she used to sleep with. I'm not judging her choices in men. I'm, merely, pissed off that she threw her loyalty to some family man she hardly knows. Ok, I'll stop bitching. I just had to get it all out. One more thing. I, also, work with her. Everyday. All day. So, yea, work has sucked this week. It's hard to go to work, where all my friends are, and then not be talking to my best friend. Of course, in all fairness, while she's not talking to me, I'm definitely not trying to speak to her, either. Ok, that was all I had to say about that. Really. I mean it this time.
I had a talk today, with my salon owner. It was right on the edge of intense. She broke up with her guy at the beginning of the week. So, she started confiding in me about his odd behavior. We talked for so long, we both left our appointments waiting in the lobby for quite some time. But, it was a weird moment for me, because before I knew it, I was telling her all about my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Her ex's odd behavior sounded so similar to my struggle with my OCD. I've never really openly discussed it, before. I hide most of my little rituals from everyone, so no one ever knows it exists. I hide it all, because it annoyed my parents when I was a kid, understandably. So, I've learned to control a whole lot of the things I'd like to do, and the rest...wel, I just do those in the bathroom! Anyway, my friend's ex's strange behavior began shortly after he stopped drinking (self medicating, in this case). So, his OCD came out all at once. I feel bad for him, because I know how that is. It's not fun to deal with.
Well, this bummer of a blog totally sums up my week. Sorry for the frown of a blog, tonight.
P.S. The married guy that my best friend is soooooo into? Yea, he's texting me right now. Fucking creep.
I had a talk today, with my salon owner. It was right on the edge of intense. She broke up with her guy at the beginning of the week. So, she started confiding in me about his odd behavior. We talked for so long, we both left our appointments waiting in the lobby for quite some time. But, it was a weird moment for me, because before I knew it, I was telling her all about my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Her ex's odd behavior sounded so similar to my struggle with my OCD. I've never really openly discussed it, before. I hide most of my little rituals from everyone, so no one ever knows it exists. I hide it all, because it annoyed my parents when I was a kid, understandably. So, I've learned to control a whole lot of the things I'd like to do, and the rest...wel, I just do those in the bathroom! Anyway, my friend's ex's strange behavior began shortly after he stopped drinking (self medicating, in this case). So, his OCD came out all at once. I feel bad for him, because I know how that is. It's not fun to deal with.
Well, this bummer of a blog totally sums up my week. Sorry for the frown of a blog, tonight.
P.S. The married guy that my best friend is soooooo into? Yea, he's texting me right now. Fucking creep.
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Its sucks that your having such a hard time! Your friend sounds a bit silly to be honest and if this is normal for her then try not to let her hurt you because you'll always forgive your best friends things like this. I hope things get better for you lovely! x