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About 30 seconds in to my first run to the gym in a while, I found myself approaching a guy running the opposite direction who was like a bizzaro mirror image of myself. I think he recognized it too. He grinned, I grinned, and as we grew close, he presented his palm, just above shoulder level. What followed was easily the most perfect high five...
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2:30 am and I'm finally packed for a two week trip home in 4 hours or so. People to see, things to do, and ten days in my favourite place in the entire world. Then a week of getting caught up on office gossip, long lunches, and catching up with old friends.

Right now though, I'm debating whether to work or sleep. My achilles tendons...
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Having a lot of trouble finding my flow at work lately. i just can't get into that space where anything is interesting/challenging enough to conquer my sense of time slowly passing. I remember when I could sit down every day and 8 or 9 hours flew by like nothing. Either it's too easy or repetitive and I get bored right away and ignore it or...
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Wow. That last post was some ridiculous, sad-sacky drunk bullshit. The embarassed part of me thinks I should delete it. The rational part of me says I shouldn't pretend I don't get that way and learn from it. That's what happens when you spend time with exes and their new boyfriends before you're ready, kids.

Ok. Think I'm done here. Realized just now that the pictures I connect to most on this site are the ones where the eyes just speak a certain something. I realized at that same moment that I'm not going to find that here, except as a way of torturing myself. Nobody is going to look at me that way, and this site reminds me of...
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I'm wondering if it would be worth it to start an Ultimate Frisbee group. Especially now there there is Major League ultimate. Strange that I can't find one that exists already since it's so popular in the US college scene. I don't really want to moderate a group though.

It's amazing how much better new clothes can make me feel. Went shopping on the weekend...
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You ever get so lost in a daydream that you suddenly can't focus on anything else at all? I have so much work I should be doing, but I can't stop thinking about doing other things? Well one particular thing, but it's kind of embarassing to admit. Just wish I could focus.

Well fuck. So much for that little romance. Trying not to let myself be too hurt. I knew this was a possibility from the beginning. I said I was ok with it. I just didn't think it would come around like a suckerpunch. Right now I wish I could just set myself in movie montage mode and skip to like 6 weeks in the future...
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Just another "Can't sleep so I think I'll stay up, do some work and watch Jason Statham Movies" night.

This video, filmed by RoadieShow, that Luxlee posted today absolutely kills me. Those eyes.....*UNF*.



I would so love to shoot something like this. I can already picture it in my head. I've already been obsessed with watching amateur film making videos on YouTube all day instead of getting work done. I even took a few test shots for an idea I have while Bru...
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