i'm running 26 miles in two days. I'M SO SCARED!!!!!!!!!! i keep trying to give myself positive re-enforcements but I'm the only one! i feel like my friends are just like "oh that's nice have fun!" boo. another night of lost sleep (even though i'm sure i'll do fine it will be wonderful i'm totally stoked..) i wish i was in a tiny sailboat in another country sailing to an unknown destination with someone brand new. but until then i can always dream... can't i?
