i've been slipping back into a very familar place.
a place, i have wondered for years, how i made it out of alive.
Things are pretty crazy right now. Life is amazingly complex. Im haveing alot of trouble lately with figureing out just how i feel about a handful of things. And the autumn air plays beautiful tricks on me with its uncanny ability to bring up memories that could otherwise be forgotten.
So many faces, smiles, tears, promises, like leaves on a tree there are just too many to name...too many to count. Like leaves on a tree, they were all thier most beuatiful right before their end....turning bright and sureal just before they fall off the branches. And like those leaves, they seem to return every autumn.
Maybe its all those returning things, or maybe its a desire to destroy them......or the head they dwell in, that i am unaware i have.....
I know its bad, but its so natural.....
...i've been slipping back into a very familiar place...
a place, i have wondered for years, how i made it out of alive.
Things are pretty crazy right now. Life is amazingly complex. Im haveing alot of trouble lately with figureing out just how i feel about a handful of things. And the autumn air plays beautiful tricks on me with its uncanny ability to bring up memories that could otherwise be forgotten.
So many faces, smiles, tears, promises, like leaves on a tree there are just too many to name...too many to count. Like leaves on a tree, they were all thier most beuatiful right before their end....turning bright and sureal just before they fall off the branches. And like those leaves, they seem to return every autumn.
Maybe its all those returning things, or maybe its a desire to destroy them......or the head they dwell in, that i am unaware i have.....
I know its bad, but its so natural.....
...i've been slipping back into a very familiar place...
I hope your better too.