Very. Shitty. Week.
Kill myself?
Getting my dog back in a couple of weeks. Happy.
Sometimes i wish i had been an abortion. Harsh.
It is arrogant of me to assume that what is happening is not really for the best, as i am not aware of the purpose, meaning, or master plan behiend life. Truth.
...but i still dont WANT certain things to be going the way they are, and knowing the above doesnt make it much easier. Undenyable.
I was someone else once, and somewhere along the way i went crazy...or sane. Now i guess its really just up to who i would rather be. Thinking.
I started smoking again after like three years of haveing quit. Stupid.
I didnt eat for three days straight, and almost passed out walking around my neighborhood tonight. Funny.
End.
Kill myself?
Getting my dog back in a couple of weeks. Happy.
Sometimes i wish i had been an abortion. Harsh.
It is arrogant of me to assume that what is happening is not really for the best, as i am not aware of the purpose, meaning, or master plan behiend life. Truth.
...but i still dont WANT certain things to be going the way they are, and knowing the above doesnt make it much easier. Undenyable.
I was someone else once, and somewhere along the way i went crazy...or sane. Now i guess its really just up to who i would rather be. Thinking.
I started smoking again after like three years of haveing quit. Stupid.
I didnt eat for three days straight, and almost passed out walking around my neighborhood tonight. Funny.
End.
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that being said - i'd much rather kill the people pissing me off !