ok, i wanna talk.
the problem is that i need a sparring partner, and my boyfriend is not that, so i only end up hurting him. i read that this isn't entirely unhealthy, because this kind of love isn't about breaking each other down or anything, it's just some silly bickering followed by what i hear is supposed to be awesome make-up sex. i hear...
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the problem is that i need a sparring partner, and my boyfriend is not that, so i only end up hurting him. i read that this isn't entirely unhealthy, because this kind of love isn't about breaking each other down or anything, it's just some silly bickering followed by what i hear is supposed to be awesome make-up sex. i hear...
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someone told me once that when they say that breaking up is hard to do, it seems to imply that something in the relationship must have been easy, and then you wonder if you haven't been breaking up all along.
i don't know. i don't think things are supposed to be easy. if you didn't have to work for it, it wouldn't be worth it,...
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i don't know. i don't think things are supposed to be easy. if you didn't have to work for it, it wouldn't be worth it,...
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desmobile:
yes we're all strangers here but i know everybody here and in the real world. i am the devil. good luck sweetie. 
fisticuffs:
Sometimes talking to strangers is best. It lets you get stuff off your chest, and if people can't take what you say, it's not like you're losing your best friend.
I'm here if you want to talk. Take care hun.
I'm here if you want to talk. Take care hun.
fuck i wish my roommate would get out of the bathroom and let me take a shower once in a while. it would be better for everyone, because i am stinky. i have class pretty soon, bitch.
bcguitar33:
What class?
decedent:
living alone is the greatest thing ever. hopefully, you'll get to experience it sooner than later.
hi.
i really ought to update once in a while.
i really ought to update once in a while.
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stiggy56:
It works. Options are the key though. To have a few people in case one is not around. That is the way of the swinger!
Sex without drama or emotional connection besides it being someone you think is cool and mature enough to handle not getting gelous.
Sex without drama or emotional connection besides it being someone you think is cool and mature enough to handle not getting gelous.
desmobile:
yeah i like when he's eating with his "hands" too. it's a permanent show! 
i had a long, depressing entry, but then i thought it looked too much like a pathetic plea for attention. actually, just now, this hinting at my current state-- this is probably just as bad.
um, i got stood up twice this week. not the same repeat offender both times, but that doesn't make it any better. i hate being stood up, and i hate...
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um, i got stood up twice this week. not the same repeat offender both times, but that doesn't make it any better. i hate being stood up, and i hate...
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veganvintage:
HI fellow vegan....So glad to have you ion this website.Stop.
F.
F.
drop everything.
start it all over.
start it all over.
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bcguitar33:
I wouldn't mind doing that at all.
ccfoo:
*drops your hips*
*puts pants on*
*takes pants off*
*grabs you by the hips again*
Haha...you said to drop everything!
Thanks for birthday shank! 
*puts pants on*
*takes pants off*
*grabs you by the hips again*
Haha...you said to drop everything!
Thanks for birthday shank!
I'm so sick of myself tonight. I consciously repeat my mistakes. It's so dumb, and I just... always lose it. And then I always try to cover it up in real life, but publicly lament via the internet. Loser.
I'm not even going to bother explaining myself right now, because it's just so stupid, and I know... everything. I already know how this turns out,...
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I'm not even going to bother explaining myself right now, because it's just so stupid, and I know... everything. I already know how this turns out,...
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yumi:
1. Is there really, truly anyone you wish you'd never met?
* NOPE
2. Oh, and what you're doing now-- is that really what you want to do with your life, or are you working towards that, or are you just settling for something you think you can live with, or what?
* Yeahi love what i'm doin...and where i'm heading...
One day at a time right?
3. My best friend is single. Might you be interested in dating her? I realize you don't even know anything about her, but you do know a little bit about me. I don't know why I'm asking, because I can't get you the hook-up.
*cute...well do you have a picture of her? haha! j/k
Hope you feel better soon sweets!
* NOPE
2. Oh, and what you're doing now-- is that really what you want to do with your life, or are you working towards that, or are you just settling for something you think you can live with, or what?
* Yeahi love what i'm doin...and where i'm heading...
One day at a time right?
3. My best friend is single. Might you be interested in dating her? I realize you don't even know anything about her, but you do know a little bit about me. I don't know why I'm asking, because I can't get you the hook-up.
*cute...well do you have a picture of her? haha! j/k
Hope you feel better soon sweets!
marlowe:
1. Is there really, truly anyone you wish you'd never met? I can't think of a single one.
me... oh, had to only b/c it was the emo answer!
2. Oh, and what you're doing now-- is that really what you want to do with your life, or are you working towards that, or are you just settling for something you think you can live with, or what?
I'm just trying to live my life. Right now it's not easy enough for me to do what I want, and I'm apparently too lazy to work for it.
3. My best friend is single. Might you be interested in dating her? I realize you don't even know anything about her, but you do know a little bit about me. I don't know why I'm asking, because I can't get you the hook-up.
hehehe... yes
me... oh, had to only b/c it was the emo answer!
2. Oh, and what you're doing now-- is that really what you want to do with your life, or are you working towards that, or are you just settling for something you think you can live with, or what?
I'm just trying to live my life. Right now it's not easy enough for me to do what I want, and I'm apparently too lazy to work for it.
3. My best friend is single. Might you be interested in dating her? I realize you don't even know anything about her, but you do know a little bit about me. I don't know why I'm asking, because I can't get you the hook-up.
hehehe... yes
Tell me funny stories about poorly timed entrances. You know, friends, family, roommates. Please?
bcguitar33:
This may count and may not. Here goes:
My friend Greg and I were at a wedding. The couple were two people we used to be friends with, but they became too focused on each other and ignored us. Back when we were friends, Greg hooked up with this girl [on my bed, that piece of shit]. Also, she used to be svelte but got very, very big between the engagement and the wedding. Unbeknownst to Greg, the bride, groom, and the bride's parents were standing directly behind him when he let out with a real winner of a comment, "God, [the bride] got so fucking huge she doesn't even look like the girl I hooked up with!"
My friend Greg and I were at a wedding. The couple were two people we used to be friends with, but they became too focused on each other and ignored us. Back when we were friends, Greg hooked up with this girl [on my bed, that piece of shit]. Also, she used to be svelte but got very, very big between the engagement and the wedding. Unbeknownst to Greg, the bride, groom, and the bride's parents were standing directly behind him when he let out with a real winner of a comment, "God, [the bride] got so fucking huge she doesn't even look like the girl I hooked up with!"
fisticuffs:
I kept trying to think of a story, but I don't think I can top bcguitar33's. 
I'm going to Virginia Beach. Neat!
ccfoo:
For vacation or forever?
Hey, thanks.
Oh, and I think I might go grey for a while. Actually, that's probably all talk, because I don't know if I could handle it. But maybe. That would be next week or something. Ehh.
Oh, and I think I might go grey for a while. Actually, that's probably all talk, because I don't know if I could handle it. But maybe. That would be next week or something. Ehh.
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marlowe:
that sucks 
marlowe:
on a side note... you should find me on Lj. sgmarlowe
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ccfoo:
You have a good birthday? 4 years? Damn...
dedgirl:
Are you secretly hoping for a certain question from someone because you're dying to talk about something without going first? nah, actually this was a favor turned from another journal's request after asking questions for him
2. How do you feel about zombies? I'm not scared, and my future love with be greenish with sunk in cheeckbones, dark eye circles and moans when spoken to
3. How was your day? chilled like crushed ice in your favoreet beverage
2. How do you feel about zombies? I'm not scared, and my future love with be greenish with sunk in cheeckbones, dark eye circles and moans when spoken to
3. How was your day? chilled like crushed ice in your favoreet beverage
Nevermind the crush. Total douchebag.
But that's just a small thing, because my life is really fucking grand, and anyway, I've got a boyfriend.
I wish my roommate wasn't completely hogging the bathroom right now though, because I really need to go, and I'm dying for a shower.
But that's just a small thing, because my life is really fucking grand, and anyway, I've got a boyfriend.
I wish my roommate wasn't completely hogging the bathroom right now though, because I really need to go, and I'm dying for a shower.
My only advice is to argue about things outside of your relationship. Having a difference in opinion is ok, attacking him is not. See?
Hope things work out.
My favorite thing and why you're on my friends list is because you're true to yourself, you're honest almst to a fault and you're actually willing to "lay yourself out on the table" basically for everyone to see.
You're not asking too much at all, just the wrong people always make it seem that way I suppose.