Another thing I noticed, not being high all the time, is some of the really messed up things people around me do. I've stopped talking to a couple of my "friends" because they were doing nothing but using me. I was always fucked up, so I never saw it before. But now that I've seen the light, there is no way I'm going to let people treat me like that anymore.
I need to get a job and then I will get me an ipod!