hello, another day over with thank god. was not a good day. felt like shit all day then got a phone call from my girlfriend who just added to it. just kept having little digs about me sayin i dont care about makin us work and that she hates my flatmates and stuff like this. so that went down well. got into a huge arguement in which i said i wanna b single. i think i do. im too young to be in a relationship. i should b out having a laugh and tryin it on with everyone not just sippin my beer in the corner of the room. i had to have a huge dose of chocolate and milk to cheer up. didnt really work, same way i dont think sortin our relationship out is goin to work but she seems determined not to let me go. we r 140 miles apart and only ever see one another every couple of months when i go home. its not much of one really.
anyway thats my rant over. on the upside yesterday i finally tidied my room but it will probably turn into a shit hole again in a couple of days. sorry 4 being so pessimistic but thats just how i am at the mo. i just dont care about anything. its so bloody frustrating!!! Argggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
hope everyone else is ok. take care
xxx
anyway thats my rant over. on the upside yesterday i finally tidied my room but it will probably turn into a shit hole again in a couple of days. sorry 4 being so pessimistic but thats just how i am at the mo. i just dont care about anything. its so bloody frustrating!!! Argggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
hope everyone else is ok. take care
xxx