I am just not in the festive holiday mood. I was planning on going to a live jazz band/dance tonight but I had to work this morning. Working with adults who don't appreciate anything you do for them is rather annoying after almost 3 years. Whats worse is when one or two of them are so negative that they effect your mood. (which I think brought me down) I think it is time to find a different job. Something that is not going to be so emotionally taxing. 