dave82

If I could get myself a 'normal' brain I think I would spend about 90% of my salary on one. I would live with six other people in a crowded house. I would go without decent food. I would go without trips out of town and mini-vacations. Is it too much to ask to want to be socially well adjusted? I know for those of you I met at King Dominion, I didn't completely come off as socially inept. That day was a culmination of me working myself up. I wish I could go and do things with people without having to give myself a pep talk before I walk out the door. I wish that I wasn't so scared that I don't talk to people at work that I might want to hang out with. I wish I could have a regular relationship with someone who wasn't more than 500mi from me. Wishes & hopes not available without major therapy and/or mood altering drugs. -dave