dave42

"file your complaint with this rookie officer, he'll lend you a smile, he'll lend you his deafest ear..." centro-matic

113 clean

after alot of deliberation and talking withmy sponsor i have decided to start bartending again. the cd store closed down this week. we got about 10 days notice. real nice. so i need a job and i need to pay the bills. it's going to be hard at first, resisting temptation. but i want the money, the hours, the freedom to look, dress, talk how i choose. and i like having money in my pocket. i want these things more than i want a drink. of drugs. i am a 29 year old kid. i can get fucked up anytime i choose. but i like the way things are going. my anxiety has been pretty tame lately and that is a great thing.

centro-matic tomorrow night!

i think i might go see some midget car racing tonight with my sponsor. wasn't neal cassidy a big fan of that?

anyway, it kinda sucks not having daily access to the internet. i thin k i may be going through withdrawls. a "new" reagan set? fucking hot man! and i can't stop listening to the detroit cobras.



what's your poison?