dave42

my subscription to suicide girls runs out next month. i have no interest in renewing it. i only log on once a month or so anyway. it's been real. it's been fun. yeah. if you care you know how to get ahold of me.

i just found out my dad has colon cancer. i haven't talked to him in about a year.

lately i have been feeling like a kid pissed of at everything: the goverment,girls,death,time,god,the world. i don't walk around angry, i ride my bike.

the dangerouses are the best bike gang in the world. if you are not part of it you are a total hater that...
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"i'm tired." she said.



"of course you are." i replied.



"what do you mean of course i am?" she asked.



"well, you have been driving for about 4 hours, going,on average, 70 miles per hour. your body is not use to that. the only thing keeping your heart from going out is the protection of your car. our bodies were not made to move like...
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bam thwok. download this pixies song. it is sung by the great kim deal. it has been going through my head all day.i got into a free spoon show last week. they were so good. if you haven't checked them out, do yourself a favor and do so. they are rad. i am at the chat room right now. the chat room is a bar...
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jonathan wants to get drunk. i want to hang out and see what happens. we meet up with tony at the wreck room. we hang and listen to the featured artist for this fwac acoustic monday. she has a great voice and does an amazing cover of "with or without you". to me it sounds like a perfect backdrop to a breakup scene where the...
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so the manager of the bar i work at, manny, he is this albanian guy. he lived in jersey for a long time. did some time a rikers for assaulting a police officer. he is in a common law marriage and a player. he says things like " michelle, when we get married we won't have sex the first year, we just lay and...
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how many days?


how do i rock so hard?

things kick ass:
- any girl that tips fat and high fives me
- "rough gem" by islands
- being incredibly lonely
- being incredibly horny
- the tatoo i am getting friday
- broken social scene
- california next month
- train tracks
- sneezing on the cat that sneezes on me

not so cool:...
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oh man, i can't seem to put up a picture of my latest tatoo. what am i doing wrong? i guess this thing is different from myspace. oh well. i really don't feel like writing anything write now.
monkey
space monkey?

159 days clean.

oh man....

- i saw dylan a merle haggard last saturday night. 2nd row biotch! kick ass!
- these self righteous texas moms, god bless em.
- is it me or does every kid look like a rock star these days?
- new calexico? awesome!
- new built to spill? awesome
- new yeah yeah yeahs? awesome!
- i really like the...
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i wrote this back in july of last year. i found it in an old blog. it makes me really appreciate what i've gone through and where i am.

The pillow punches the back of my head. I think of lyrics. I think of blackouts. I think of nutrition. Bills. Moving. Friends. Ex-lovers. Books. Drugs. Breathing. God. I try to focus on a book. A...
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