OK, since nobody reads my posts anyways, I think I"m safe in speaking freely for a moment.
I have been a member for a while now, and was a member a long time ago as well. This entire war that is going on within the site seems completely retarded. All those people who left in anger, or booted off, you are fucking retarded. I've read so many posts that have been bashing on everything that goes on in this site. The politics, the name calling, the standards, etc... Get over it, by retaliating in the manner that you are you seem to be no better than the people you are tearing to pieces. So these people somehow think they are gods gift to porn, or they are attention whores, or they are incredibly cruel or stupid...WHO FUCKING CARES? They are human, they will be fucked up, they will be stupid, they will want people to pay attention to them. THATS HOW PEOPLE WORK! No matter where you go in life that is how things are. Someone is accusing you of doing something you didn't do? Explain yourself on your journal, don't start calling the person a fucking bitch, or a slut, or a cunt. Deal with it. Why did you do SG? Was it to be on the internet (You are an attention whore)? Was it to make money (You are a whore)? Was it just to try something new and daring (Falls back under Attn Whore)? Can you think of ANY reason to do SG that isn't for monetary gain (Just like a prostitute turning a trick) or to feel some form of admiration from people who think you are a great person (Which makes you an attention whore)? Probably not. In fact, I really doubt there is. BUT THOSE ARE NOT BAD THINGS! Everyone wants to be paid attention to. We are competitive creatures and the person who is noticed the most will get further. And if you need money and are willing to do this and have fun at the same time, then you are living a dream life. Making a little bit of cash in exchange for something that you easily and willingly want to do. I guess I am just trying to say that I am sure people on this site treat you like shit. I am positive that you were wronged in ways that I can not imagine. But who fucking cares. It would have happened the same way no matter where you went.
Now...My rant on sg
While I said earlier that everything you are doing should be toloerated to a point, I don't think that gives you the right to be mocking or predjudice towards anyone on this site. Leave them the fuck alone. If you have a problem with someone because you think they are childish and immature STOP LISTENING TO THEM. 90% of the time if you just stop paying attention to them they will go away on their own. Stop doing things to intentionally piss other people off. I know many of you are thinking "I didn't go out of my way to piss them off I just said what I emant" bull shit. If you took the time to post it online then you PURPOSELY did it to piss someone off. Thats it. End of fucking discussion.
In the end, the only people I have any real respect for are the ones who either quietly walked away with their dignity, or what was left that you people didn't tear to shreds on their way out the door, or the ones who are staying on the site and simply don't give a shit about what is going on. It's not affecting them so why try and jump in the middle of it bringing the drama of the situation down on their heads.
Am I a hypocrite? Yes I am. I do not think that I am above anyone else, I would say that I am just as bad as every person I just yelled at. And I turn all the same rage hatred and name calling right back at me. But then again, there is no such thing as a person who is not a hypocrite, nor is there such thing as a person who deserves respect from everybody. We are all a bunch of fucking assholes, and we all deserve nothing. Not from the whole world anyways, because at some point you have done something to piss someone off and that person should not respect you if they don't have just cause.
And I have seen a lot of shit written about Stormy...and drugs...and the people who hate drugs vs. the people who love stormy. People who love stormy's main argument is that she has the right to choose drugs. What they forget is that the people who hate drugs have the right to hate Stormy for ANY FUCKING REASON THEY WANT. Now, I do not know Stormy, I have never seen her, met her, emailed her, or thought about talking to her so I am not making any accusations or assumptions about her. Merely the morons who choose to either attack or defend her.
OK, I think IM done now. It was completely incoherent, and made no sense whatsoever. And if anyone does see it they will be pissed, but I don't fucking care. Do whatever you want. Ban me, Block me, Ignore me, Attack me, Agree with me. Just remember that no matter what you do you are wrong, and stupid, and imperfect. Just like every other person on earth, no better, no worse.
And now a quote from a friend of mine "Why do people bother hating eachother? It takes too much effort. I can sit here at home, eat a pizza, watch some porn, read a book, and have a beer. If anyone pisses me off in any of those things, I simply turn the tv off, shut the book, put the beer back and finish my pizza. Pretty fucking simple if you ask me."
Also, for everyone who has a problem with Sean, or the heads of the company and what-not...I do not claim to know what has happened with him, but if you are being treated in a manner that is against your contract then get a fucking lawyer and shut up about it. If you signed your life away you are RETARDED! Suck it up. If its just the fact that hes a prick, then seriously eaither get over it or shoot the bastard. Figure it out and quit complaining.
I have been a member for a while now, and was a member a long time ago as well. This entire war that is going on within the site seems completely retarded. All those people who left in anger, or booted off, you are fucking retarded. I've read so many posts that have been bashing on everything that goes on in this site. The politics, the name calling, the standards, etc... Get over it, by retaliating in the manner that you are you seem to be no better than the people you are tearing to pieces. So these people somehow think they are gods gift to porn, or they are attention whores, or they are incredibly cruel or stupid...WHO FUCKING CARES? They are human, they will be fucked up, they will be stupid, they will want people to pay attention to them. THATS HOW PEOPLE WORK! No matter where you go in life that is how things are. Someone is accusing you of doing something you didn't do? Explain yourself on your journal, don't start calling the person a fucking bitch, or a slut, or a cunt. Deal with it. Why did you do SG? Was it to be on the internet (You are an attention whore)? Was it to make money (You are a whore)? Was it just to try something new and daring (Falls back under Attn Whore)? Can you think of ANY reason to do SG that isn't for monetary gain (Just like a prostitute turning a trick) or to feel some form of admiration from people who think you are a great person (Which makes you an attention whore)? Probably not. In fact, I really doubt there is. BUT THOSE ARE NOT BAD THINGS! Everyone wants to be paid attention to. We are competitive creatures and the person who is noticed the most will get further. And if you need money and are willing to do this and have fun at the same time, then you are living a dream life. Making a little bit of cash in exchange for something that you easily and willingly want to do. I guess I am just trying to say that I am sure people on this site treat you like shit. I am positive that you were wronged in ways that I can not imagine. But who fucking cares. It would have happened the same way no matter where you went.
Now...My rant on sg
While I said earlier that everything you are doing should be toloerated to a point, I don't think that gives you the right to be mocking or predjudice towards anyone on this site. Leave them the fuck alone. If you have a problem with someone because you think they are childish and immature STOP LISTENING TO THEM. 90% of the time if you just stop paying attention to them they will go away on their own. Stop doing things to intentionally piss other people off. I know many of you are thinking "I didn't go out of my way to piss them off I just said what I emant" bull shit. If you took the time to post it online then you PURPOSELY did it to piss someone off. Thats it. End of fucking discussion.
In the end, the only people I have any real respect for are the ones who either quietly walked away with their dignity, or what was left that you people didn't tear to shreds on their way out the door, or the ones who are staying on the site and simply don't give a shit about what is going on. It's not affecting them so why try and jump in the middle of it bringing the drama of the situation down on their heads.
Am I a hypocrite? Yes I am. I do not think that I am above anyone else, I would say that I am just as bad as every person I just yelled at. And I turn all the same rage hatred and name calling right back at me. But then again, there is no such thing as a person who is not a hypocrite, nor is there such thing as a person who deserves respect from everybody. We are all a bunch of fucking assholes, and we all deserve nothing. Not from the whole world anyways, because at some point you have done something to piss someone off and that person should not respect you if they don't have just cause.
And I have seen a lot of shit written about Stormy...and drugs...and the people who hate drugs vs. the people who love stormy. People who love stormy's main argument is that she has the right to choose drugs. What they forget is that the people who hate drugs have the right to hate Stormy for ANY FUCKING REASON THEY WANT. Now, I do not know Stormy, I have never seen her, met her, emailed her, or thought about talking to her so I am not making any accusations or assumptions about her. Merely the morons who choose to either attack or defend her.
OK, I think IM done now. It was completely incoherent, and made no sense whatsoever. And if anyone does see it they will be pissed, but I don't fucking care. Do whatever you want. Ban me, Block me, Ignore me, Attack me, Agree with me. Just remember that no matter what you do you are wrong, and stupid, and imperfect. Just like every other person on earth, no better, no worse.
And now a quote from a friend of mine "Why do people bother hating eachother? It takes too much effort. I can sit here at home, eat a pizza, watch some porn, read a book, and have a beer. If anyone pisses me off in any of those things, I simply turn the tv off, shut the book, put the beer back and finish my pizza. Pretty fucking simple if you ask me."
Also, for everyone who has a problem with Sean, or the heads of the company and what-not...I do not claim to know what has happened with him, but if you are being treated in a manner that is against your contract then get a fucking lawyer and shut up about it. If you signed your life away you are RETARDED! Suck it up. If its just the fact that hes a prick, then seriously eaither get over it or shoot the bastard. Figure it out and quit complaining.
i haven't had it as bad as some people, but i'm just annoyed. i did the site because i could, plain and simple. for me, the money came at a good time but i was going to do it before i knew about the money. i sent in one set, it was accepted, i'm not one of those that tried sixteen times and got lucky. i'd never really been on the site before i sent my set in.
now i'm leaving. and you're welcome to add me to whatever friends list you'd like.