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Ahh The super time delayed update, more than a month has passed since I graced these pages with the gift of my prose... HAHAHA that's the ultra arrogant artist in me talking, he's in there somewhere and doesn't get a chance to get out much...

I hope everyone had a decent holiday season... Mine pretty much sucked but Working Retail (and not just any retail,...
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trilobitten:
depends on the situation. if i'm out and/or drinking with friends then i may have my vodka mixed with either cranberry juice or tonic. those times i'm usually not looking to get drunk so mixing things seems like a good idea,

if i'm drinking at home, i usually drink straight out of the bottle. if i am trying to get myself drunk, why oh why would i slow down the process by diluting my liquor?

truth be told, i really don't know much about mixed drinks. the above sums up most of my knowledge. so if you know stuff, please, feel free to educate me.
missmalice_:
Come on it's time for that month update biggrin
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Have you ever hit rock bottom? Have you ever fallen so far it is nearly crippling? Have you ever been at the very bottom looking for a way out when the floor falls out from beneath you?

I was there this last weekend...

Falling back into old habits when I am down only leads to worse things. Being so stupid you almost destroy the friendships...
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_pauly_:
Welcome to the BCB group sir biggrin
pistolita:
omg! I love you! You are so sweet! That was one of the nicest comments anyone has ever posted! I actually read the whole thing. Usually it's a bunch of cheesy shit I don't want to hear, so I skip bits.. but yours was like a novel I couldn't put down. Kudos. You are a certified Pistolita favorite!
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Will you be there when My sun sets?
Will you be there When Darkness falls?
Will ou be around when I am hurt?
Are you there at all?

There is no light in my view...
There is no hope shining through...
All I do Is long for you...
Is there any hope of Me and you?

There is not and I realize this..
All I...
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I'm bored and lonely and Drunk at 10:00 in the morning...sombody poke me with a stick and see if I can still feel...
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Well I must say being Invisible is my new favorite trait... whether its here on SG or on the net or in real life... I simply dont exist in some peoples sense of reality, whether its being rundown by a car by an ass who does not see me... (and at 5"11" 275 and a huge ass goatee I'm kinda hard to miss...) or the...
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sharona1881:
yay for being drunk! *hugs and kisses*
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Went to the KUFO rockfest in OR Wednesday... Great venue, lots of people, way more than I was expecting... Crowd was insane. Shows are sooo much better when the crowd is into it. Complete chaos, just the way I like it! I was pleasantly surprised as the last 4 or so shows I have seen in the PDX area the crowd was very subdued... I...
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Ahh the simple things in life... Next month I get a 5 day weekend, which is a great thing to begin with.... coupled with the fact that I get to see two of my favorite bands that weekend. Mudvayne and Static-X, two different shows, though that would be a supercool tour!

Aug 10th- Mudvayne, Disturbed and ShadowsFall
Aug 11th- Ozzfest! (still debating on whether I...
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melly:
Aww, thanks so much! blush
papawheelie:
if you post an image on this site the URL has to end in 'jpg' or 'gif"

if it's an image in someones candids or whatever, then open it in a new window and the new window's URL should end in one of those
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I'm not an Alcoholic, I'm a Drunk. Alcoholics go to meetings...

today was an intersting day, My Id is expired so Suddenly I'm not 21 anymore. what the Fuck is up with that, expired ID can prove your an American Citizen but not that you are old enough to drink? Some people seem to care...at Red Robin I was no longer 21...At the liquor store...
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calypso:
I've got a wonderful solution to your problem: quit drinking.

I'm an asshole.

Have you gotten your ID replaced yet?

kiss kiss kiss
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I almost got run over by a moron in a Toyota Pickup today, It made me laugh....

Just some dark peotry crap I write every so often, maybe someday I'll add Music

I am....a nice man
(I wish I was an asshole)
I am.....a funny Man
(Humor Hides my bleak soul)
I am.....a humble man
(In truth I am invisible)
I am.....a serene man
(to...
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You have no friends. Ha ha.

Hmmm Maybe I should Update more often....But it's so hard to write about yourself all the time...

Cool things happening to me recently...
1. Found out the state was holding a profitsharing check from my old job, getting it soon...not sure how much but I hope its a bunch so I can get some more Tats...
2. Got a...
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