The site's admin said to a girl I loved and asked to live with me forever in heaven on earth that I was trying to turn her out to be a Hell's Angel's Mama which is all she's done. I was suggesting to her I was Hopi, not that I was a Hell's Angel. She didn't vocalize this to women or me until a woman and I are in love, because she's a bully---or she's working for some at the Bohemian Grove.
I asked her to make porn on behalf of my Bohemian Grove group back then who I realize now thought poorly of women and myself both (intelligence/geeks really that don't abuse women in their room; I suppose I am "hot" to them, but I'd rather be ugly so I can just love so they might as well keep beating me up, those jealous old men!), and shouldn't have asked her to make porn after leaving me (getting her to), I didn't mean that I didn't love Julia, too, when I said she was "porn" to me; she never expressed to me how much she loved me, and I left because I asked her why she wouldn't! I never saw you/her as porn to me back then or now, I just, with how numb she/you all are to my emotions, that's all she/you ever feel like to me! (Apparently some Suicide Girls have taken personally my messages to her, so they're included with "she/you" labels---always love you all).
Life is not an act of rebellion and debate about if I didn't rebel against you by asking, feminism, inc.!
