Hello everybody !
Especially @MISSY @RAMBO & @LYXZEN .
I was very amorous girl. I liked all kinds of people, especially famous. I grew up in a family of actors and often can communicate with my idols in person or hoped to meet with them.
My first love was ... Michael Jackson. I really like his danse. I didn’t perceive it as a singer but as a dancer, he was terrific. And I liked his videos! This isn’t music videos it’s a movie! It was a new world for me. At that time I was engaged in classical ballet at the Opera House Studio , Michael simply spectacular and bright. I especially liked his video "Bad." Yes, I forgot to say that when I was five or six years old. I wanted to marry him, even had white shoes for that! When he came to Moscow, I really hoped that he would come and take me, but he didn’t come ... I was very upset (
It was a very difficult time for my parents , when I fell in love a free and independent, beautiful punk Sid Vicious (Sex Pistols). I started to learn english, left the ballet school probably probably due to the fact that I actively started preparing for a crossing to England and interested in English culture. Silently they transferred begun drinking, night and day, frequent trips to concerts.
Punk rock is important part of my live now. I still listen to those groups who have been close to me at that time. My rebellion is still here.
The third and longest attachment was Charles Miles Manson.
I even tried to write to him in prison, because really wanted to talk to him. I like some of his thoughts and how he expresses them. I have never approved of the murder, and believed that it isn’t correct.
Most of all I was interested in how he did it? As for all his life problems, not a prosperous life, he was able to lead big group of people, he was able to invest in their brains completely their understanding of life? After all, these were adults with their aspirations and ideas, but after meeting with Charlie, they abandon them. Charlie's a good psychologist. He hasn’t committed a single murder, but it is still the greatest and most dangerous criminal of all time. I'm still interested to talk to him and ask him a few questions. But not because of adolescent adoration, but rather a professional interest. Psychology and Charlie wonderful psychologist, is very close to directing.
But then my passions subsided and calm prevailed in my head. I began to like the Finnish musicians and hockey players.
Perhaps this is not the whole list of loves children could be included and my first mentor in the theater, and the Russian rock poet Alexander Bashlachev, vocalist «The Offspring»... but the most significant trace these three men left in my story. They occupy an important place in my life and this is the most powerful children's disappointment.