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At the begining of typing the entry, at 2:25am let me say that I'm drunkd and I juSt had...

THE BEST NIGHT EVER!!!

Previous best nights
Watchiing my niece, Deja' illiyana, being born.
(Named for my sisters favorite name and my favorite name. It was her way of saying how important I was to her).

Other nights (that I could think of now) hanging out...
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vienna:
I really do hope it goes live smile Thanks so much for your words they are mucho appreicated! smile
jewelz:
Glad to hear things are looking up smile

I didn't know you were an Anne Rice fan.... too cool! I love her bunches!!
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Wow!!!

I feel really good for, seemingly, no reason at all. I'm still broke. My sinuses are acting funny. And I can tell I'm still in a seasonal funk, though I'm looking forward to meeting my 1 year old nephew for the first time this Thanksgiving. But for the past to days I'm a little more upbeat. Weird! surreal

This Tuesday night I'm going against my...
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lostlucy:
thanks for your comments and come out to see kiss_ton in her punk girl band Barren sometime biggrin
kitsunepagan:
I love her Vamps I esp. liked picking out which one in the books matched the guys I knew it was fun I had a John Claude and a Richard once back in the day
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Well it's here.

My season depression is in full swing. The nightmares have started. My self image has become lower. I feel like I'm carrying an extra weight all around me, like my skin has gotten heavier. I've started to dread the day each morning. I don't want to leave the house. And I'm questioning and doubting everything.

I recognize what going on and why....
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sweetbutch:


my friend

maybe you should move someplace warm and sunny


it won't change all the shit that has happened

but it couldn't hurt


i'll be back after i had a chance to read your writing

now i got some kid wrangling to do


be well

sweetbutch:


my profile is chock full of lies

for some reason i chose the day of the kennedy assasination for my birthday


i in fact turn 45 tomorrow, november 8

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My Halloween weekend was a wash.
Do to my sinus infection and asthma attacks I was unable to go out and party.
I went to one party on Friday and left reallly early. Didn't want to go to it, but I promised my sisters I would.
Seeing them was great, but I had to leave. I felt like crap.

Missed the big party Saturday. Didn't...
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cyberiouse:
Yeah i am really starting to enjoy hanging out with the SGC group. You should really come to a get together.we are going to Kuma's Corner next wednesday. If you are free you should come it would be a good place to get to meet and know everyone.
ginary:
yes it was a paddle to spank random naughty people! Its my favorite heart shaped paddle and it hurts like hell! wink
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I have a sinus infection.

I feel terrible.

Dizzy, nauseas. I'm on 4 different meds, including steroids.
Hello mood swings again.

If I still have vertigo tomorrow I have to go back for my head scanned.

This sucks!
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Sorry about my last post. I let too many things get to me.
I'm feeling a lot better and more positive now.

I need to find a good screenplay writing software. If anyone knows of one, please let me know.
Or I might by the first one I find. I hate shopping!
mad

I can't find trent coat that will fit my 6'3" frame. This is...
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ginary:
Ill definately agree with you on the cat in the lap thing, I saw that movie a while ago , Did you like it? miao!!
malena:
thanks to you I have a new halloween idea
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I try to always be polite. I try to never say something that would offend anyone.
This can't always be done. Accidents and lapses in judgement happen.
And sometimes you realize it to late to do anything about it. Or to, at least, sound sincere.

I like to think the best of people. Give them a chance. Not always trust my first impression.
Bad ones...
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silk:
thanks for the comment smile smile smile
trestria:
Pessimism takes too much effort. Try apathy.
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Well, the new regime at work let go of another 6 people today.
That brings the totall to 27 layoff and 8 people quiting in the 3 months.
I think I should post my resume online.

Not really in the happiest of moods. I don't know if my seasonal depression is starting early or what. It usually doesn't start till around Thanksgiving. It could be...
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brightredscream:
Thank you for the comment of support...
At least SG Staff listened to those of us who were unhappy with their choice to have this go live and removed it!
ajilee:
I didn't know you had a kitty! That's adorable.

I had to beat some serious cat ass today, she had my webs sprawled out all over the floor. I had to hang them so she couldn't reach them, then what does she do? Starts jumping off furniture to get at them!

Ugh...want 3 more?
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Well, guess who just left my house.
Miss No Call. No Show. from a week ago. And offered up the lamest excuse ever. I didn't really care, in fact I didn't even bring it up when she call Friday to what I was doing this weekend. I decided I'm no longer going to reach out or emotionally invest in this this person. Just dating and...
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vienna:
Hmm I think you should take it to human resources don't back down cus your worried otherwise there might evolve an army of grannies threatning men such as yourself she's probably in a gang of sorts with cauldrons and whatnot...lol...anyways why do I need to show maggots? well I believe in balance......... a sexy pic of me a morbid pic of something else smile lol just kidding I don't believe in anything! hope your having a good week apart from the granny threats ! smile robot robot
aeryka:
i get depressed sometimes too
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Well, we now know why most emo kids are straight edge (or at least the ones I encountered).
Emo and Jack Daniels don't mix. You get to leaving depressing messages on your internet journals.

Thanks everyone for your support during my brooding period.
(What? Darqkloud "Brood"? Surely you jest!)

I've decided not to have any other dealings with the cause of my emo-trip, though I...
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lumenagerie:
I'm jealous. You've probably already seen the new Southpark whereas I have to wait another 8 minutes.

Also can't wait to see the new Sarah Silverman show.