Well.
First off, thanks everyone for your support. You guys rock!
My family has always been a major cause of pretty much every issue I have. But over the last 3 years, my mom and I have formed a pretty good relationship. She has matured a lot now that she's over 50 (about time, I was getting tired of raising her) and recognizes me as the one person who never let her down or turned on her. And she has put herself between me and my Born Again Christian relatives and telling them to leave me and my beliefs alone and pointing out their hypocracy. This could blow into an all out family civil war.
But it's obvious to me now, I still have a lot of pinned up frustration and anger with her and my family as a whole. I thought I was over them, but...
And, in the grand sceme of "If it's not one thing it's another" I'm over my tummy issues, but now my wisdom teeth are giving me Hell. The right side of my face is swollen and my whole mouth hurts! But I have an appointment with an oral surgen (just in time to put it under this years dental insurance, freeing up next year for any emergancies) and I have 12 vicodin to last me till then.
This also means no drinking New Years Eve.
Now how am I going to do something I'll regret if I don't have booze as an excuse?
First off, thanks everyone for your support. You guys rock!
My family has always been a major cause of pretty much every issue I have. But over the last 3 years, my mom and I have formed a pretty good relationship. She has matured a lot now that she's over 50 (about time, I was getting tired of raising her) and recognizes me as the one person who never let her down or turned on her. And she has put herself between me and my Born Again Christian relatives and telling them to leave me and my beliefs alone and pointing out their hypocracy. This could blow into an all out family civil war.
But it's obvious to me now, I still have a lot of pinned up frustration and anger with her and my family as a whole. I thought I was over them, but...
And, in the grand sceme of "If it's not one thing it's another" I'm over my tummy issues, but now my wisdom teeth are giving me Hell. The right side of my face is swollen and my whole mouth hurts! But I have an appointment with an oral surgen (just in time to put it under this years dental insurance, freeing up next year for any emergancies) and I have 12 vicodin to last me till then.
This also means no drinking New Years Eve.
Now how am I going to do something I'll regret if I don't have booze as an excuse?
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niobe:
Okay, I think I've filled up your journal enough for one day. 
cyberiouse:
lol dude sucks about no drinking on new years but the last line made me laugh... you can always ACT like you are drunk and do stupid stuff and no one will be the wiser. Before i drank i did that and no one ever knew