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Rejection sucks! Makes my fear of rejection feel totally justified. Bad enough I have to fight back all my inner demons, fears and insecurities, if only for a little while. Muster up the courage to put myself out there. And lets not forget the what did I do wrong or what is wrong with me and total right cross to the self esteem you go through after being rejected. Kind of makes you wonder if its all worth it.

Well, yes it is worth it (or it better be). Nothing worth having comes easily. But DAMN! It feels worst when youre starting in the negative and finishing even further behind. I feel like my whole life has been a game of Catch Up. Like going mountain climbing with others, only you have to start in the canyon while every one else are at ground level. And they still want to complain.

Job hunting sucks! I have a part time, but I need one more or a full time live on. And I dont want just any job. I spent the last eight years in a place I hated.

Remarkably, after saying all that, Im still in pretty good spirits. (THANKS, CITALOPRAM **gives thumbs up**) Will try to have MUCH fun this weekend. Beer, and chicks, here I come! (Get back, Insecurity who sonova)

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