darlingnikky

...Just another Tuesday...
Next week I start my new schedule of 4:30am-1pm. That sucks the big one
I haven't been doing much lately. Just workin' and hangin' out with my man. He is so awesome though! He makes me so incredibly happy.
Gross... My house is in a brand new community, so some of the houses around mine are still being built. And evertime I go outside the construction workers always check me out and blow kisses to me and call me "angel". LOL whatever
I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life alot lately... and I am still not sure so it worries me sometimes. *sigh* There are just so many things I would love to do and I just don't know where to begin. And sometimes I just wish that I was more talented (dammit, I am letting MTV get to my head again)....
I am never wearing a tie to work again. Yesterday everybody and their mother called me Avril Lavigne. I don't like Avril... I just think a tie looks cute...DAMMIT...
So yeah, I guess I better continue getting ready for work, even though I don't feel like going.
By the way... I am going to stop taking my "happy pills" cold turkey. I think I will feel alot better with out them. I guess I will just have to learn to deal with my problems.
***i WaNt To Go On A rOaD tRiP***

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