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Dear god, I'm back. After a many month hiatus, a few stitches in my heart, a semester or two of amazing grades, and a complete lack of naked SG in my life...I'm back on.

I've heard alot of people in the community around here bitchin lately about SG and how blahblahblah "different" it is now, etc.

So I felt a pang of guilt renewing UNTIL...
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Im posting new pictures as to why ive fallen into a (non posting) abyss.


love biggrin love



SG expires soon. like 2 days soon. Im sad about this. But i havent been this broke in a long time either.
after i pay may insurance next week i will officially have $0 to my name.

phft.

that is all.


-D
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#1 least productive thing i could do right now:

update the SG journal.

Im mad behind on my Eng. Final. its due tomorrow at 5. only i have class from 2:00-4:00 and work from 5:00-9:00,
so i absolutely must finish it all today. or else.

Im so fucked. Ive been dicking around like no other, but its all been incredibly worth it. I cant say...
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The march was AWESOME.
I have never felt more glad in my life to have aching feet and a raw throat.

biggrin

paleenchantress:
pretty pretty YOU ! kiss
emma35:
ahhh nothing like that happens here. [okla]

what was it for???
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subscription expires soon.

meh. due to lack of finances my depature seems unavoidable.

phft.

i have little to say, because its 2, and brain functions expired a few hours ago.

skull

bed looks good.

especially with (girl) in it, swoon.
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reanimateme:
Aww, y00z is soooo sweet.

XOXOXOXOX

*cry* don't leave! i'll misses you and that'll suck.
Email me, we gotsta hook up at Death Guild sometime. wink
Yea I'm almost done with school too so I will have more time.

I can't wait. hehe.

Don't forget me!

(X)_(x)
reanimateme:
Don't expire on Meh!

nooo!

skull
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omg. i feel like Ive been on drugs for the last 8 days.

No. just consumed in romanceyness.
But, I need to crawl out of the glow for half a second to actually concentrait on homework.

ive gotten NOTHING done in forever.

but, im happy, so its okay, right?


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reanimateme:
Yes, happy is good hon. I've been meaning to get around to responding to people. And I hate when people dont leave responses in a journal entry, I get all feeling unloved and stuff. So I am glad to be writing to you, and show some love to your journal. wink

But as I can tell it seems you have a lot of love lately anyway so I don't think that is a problem. Hehe.

Umm... blah! Ya, I'm on break right now. Yay! Cept no love for me.. oh well I'll find my person one day. *hopes*

Bye from me!

skull

What's with all your peeps, no comments? You need to get them in check! hehe.

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Very brief update as i run out the door to grab a bite to eat.

important things:

1) my faith in the women of this institution has been restored.
we are making it happen. the motivation spread like mad, i saw it extend from beyond my close circle of friends to the crowd thats gathered to go to DC.

i still think the administration is...
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zenzero:
"lubricate"
is the word..

Its funny how you are the only one to even know what I meant..

Im glad your not nearly as mad.. It sounds like a great institution that it empowers you so, and if I may say so, very attractive.. not just in a sexual man woman kind of way, but just as a human being even.. people that have passion for something and are willing to do something rather than just complain all the time are so much more stimulating to be friends with, to hang out with and just to be around. Its too bad everyone dosent share your enthusiasm for anything... I have begun to babble, so it seems I should continue.. . Your observation is very interesting.. I have often pondered the same on occation.. It seems (to me) that people either want to be needed or want not to need at all.. Do we need to need? Do we want to want? Do we want not to need? Do we need not to want? While at one time or another, Im sure all of these might be true, and Im a sucker for the least obvious answer.. Perhaps all we really need is not to "want".. or at least as much... Seperating wants from needs you can make a long list short very quickly.. BUT.. at the same time, it kinda feels nice to be needed, but your right, once you stop needing someone they start wanting you to need them.. Maybe they realize how nice it felt to be needed, where as before they forgot what it was like when nobody needed them and there you are thinking.. after wanting someone you suddenly realize that you dont need anybody.. I guess thats why they say wanting not to want is itself a want.. so I guess you can never win.. but in the end , I still say it feels nice to be wanted or needed.. otherwise its all just "lubrication".
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nolovetildeath:
Well said. thank you!
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mad


buerocratic asshats!
fucking administration bullshits about their capabilities (or, rather, their willingness) to finance a contingent of 35 to the D.C. march.

people dont get their shit together, all of the levels are withholding information, demanding comittments from students and garunteeing nothing.


but oh, then i hear, an under the table granule of info, the Pres. office will send 5 people, thats all.

Never mind...
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reanimateme:
I works at a little hole in the wall video store called California Video and a big 'ewwy' corporation called Best Buy. Yea, I know. Well they pay good but I'm so not all about that.

Oh well I balance the 'selling out' with the low-key video store. I know two jobs! it's crazy! I think I might die.

Yea I was thinkin of gonig to the SG Prom thing. I just cant get over calling it 'prom'...hmmm. Well who know, I just might I need to hit up the group and see all the info.

But regardless we should get togother sometime maybe, you seem like a kick ass person, and we live near eachother. Yay! Someone nice who doesnt live in Canada..hehe.

Anywho, I shall see how the whole prom thing goes... wink

skull
zenzero:
Wow, I havent been a very good friend.. I just got caught up reading your journal, I feel like Ive been through so much just reading.. It is really good to see someone talk about doing something important like your womens group.. I hope I didnt miss a journal entry about what it is that has you so passionate about yet causes you such frustration. There is never a lack of work in the volunteer field. If it makes you feel any better, just reading about your situation has lit a fire under me to get involved with something I am passionate about which I havent done in quite some time.. Even though theres...
whats that?
shut up?
ok... I know I am a bit too chatty today..
Keep on keepin on...
Its all, always worth it...
more is never enough..
and..

"Passion makes the best observations and draws the worst conclusions." -Jean Paul Richter blush
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at the end of some days,
i just dont have the energy to unstrap all 6 straps on my boots,
so, i really wish i had someone to take my boots off for me.
and give me a back rub and put me to bed.

i cant wait for the fetish ball coming up.
im going to wear panties and nuffing else. maybe shoes.

"im...
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m0ngrel:
where and when is the ball this time???

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reanimateme:
Awww, does ur poor feetsies hurt?

I'd take care of da boots for ya. wink

I hate big boots, but love them. It's a love/hate relationship really. Mine are great, but I also have zip up ones for those lazy days..hehe.

Hmm, I might have to go to this fetish ball, but knowing me I bet I work. So thats lameness, but I dunno.

Anyway, cutie, talk to u later.

skull
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Went dancing again last night. This time was popscene.
It was nice, and purging to be dancing,
I had a lot of caffinated energy.

But it was hard to be there too. Thinking of certain first kisses that were had. Im so blue thinking about how things turned.
The longer I go without understanding the worse the strain. My hope and faith decays exponentionally.

I...
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peart:
Why you're pretty sassy yourself
reanimateme:
I feel incredibly gyped. I don't nearly approve of this at all, no no no.

But I can sympathize with y00 though I do that all the time, trying to remmeber what I was gonig to say and crap then going and deleteing what I was saying.

So I agree, but still feel gyped. Poo!

I'm gonig to call you Miss Gyper. wink

skull