Very brief update as i run out the door to grab a bite to eat.
important things:
1) my faith in the women of this institution has been restored.
we are making it happen. the motivation spread like mad, i saw it extend from beyond my close circle of friends to the crowd thats gathered to go to DC.
i still think the administration is ass.
but i love the women here.
individuals make the school. not the offices. so im not nearly as mad.
2) its funny how people want you when you stop needing to be wanted.
WTF.
-D
important things:
1) my faith in the women of this institution has been restored.
we are making it happen. the motivation spread like mad, i saw it extend from beyond my close circle of friends to the crowd thats gathered to go to DC.
i still think the administration is ass.
but i love the women here.
individuals make the school. not the offices. so im not nearly as mad.
2) its funny how people want you when you stop needing to be wanted.
WTF.
-D
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is the word..
Its funny how you are the only one to even know what I meant..
Im glad your not nearly as mad.. It sounds like a great institution that it empowers you so, and if I may say so, very attractive.. not just in a sexual man woman kind of way, but just as a human being even.. people that have passion for something and are willing to do something rather than just complain all the time are so much more stimulating to be friends with, to hang out with and just to be around. Its too bad everyone dosent share your enthusiasm for anything... I have begun to babble, so it seems I should continue.. . Your observation is very interesting.. I have often pondered the same on occation.. It seems (to me) that people either want to be needed or want not to need at all.. Do we need to need? Do we want to want? Do we want not to need? Do we need not to want? While at one time or another, Im sure all of these might be true, and Im a sucker for the least obvious answer.. Perhaps all we really need is not to "want".. or at least as much... Seperating wants from needs you can make a long list short very quickly.. BUT.. at the same time, it kinda feels nice to be needed, but your right, once you stop needing someone they start wanting you to need them.. Maybe they realize how nice it felt to be needed, where as before they forgot what it was like when nobody needed them and there you are thinking.. after wanting someone you suddenly realize that you dont need anybody.. I guess thats why they say wanting not to want is itself a want.. so I guess you can never win.. but in the end , I still say it feels nice to be wanted or needed.. otherwise its all just "lubrication".