darlinginvalid

pretty pretty YOU !

ahhh nothing like that happens here. [okla]

what was it for???

Aww, y00z is soooo sweet.

XOXOXOXOX

*cry* don't leave! i'll misses you and that'll suck.
Email me, we gotsta hook up at Death Guild sometime.
Yea I'm almost done with school too so I will have more time.

I can't wait. hehe.

Don't forget me!

(X)_(x)

Don't expire on Meh!

nooo!

Yes, happy is good hon. I've been meaning to get around to responding to people. And I hate when people dont leave responses in a journal entry, I get all feeling unloved and stuff. So I am glad to be writing to you, and show some love to your journal.

But as I can tell it seems you have a lot of love lately anyway so I don't think that is a problem. Hehe.

Umm... blah! Ya, I'm on break right now. Yay! Cept no love for me.. oh well I'll find my person one day. *hopes*

Bye from me!



What's with all your peeps, no comments? You need to get them in check! hehe.

[Edited on Apr 19, 2004 11:34PM]

"lubricate"
is the word..

Its funny how you are the only one to even know what I meant..

Im glad your not nearly as mad.. It sounds like a great institution that it empowers you so, and if I may say so, very attractive.. not just in a sexual man woman kind of way, but just as a human being even.. people that have passion for something and are willing to do something rather than just complain all the time are so much more stimulating to be friends with, to hang out with and just to be around. Its too bad everyone dosent share your enthusiasm for anything... I have begun to babble, so it seems I should continue.. . Your observation is very interesting.. I have often pondered the same on occation.. It seems (to me) that people either want to be needed or want not to need at all.. Do we need to need? Do we want to want? Do we want not to need? Do we need not to want? While at one time or another, Im sure all of these might be true, and Im a sucker for the least obvious answer.. Perhaps all we really need is not to "want".. or at least as much... Seperating wants from needs you can make a long list short very quickly.. BUT.. at the same time, it kinda feels nice to be needed, but your right, once you stop needing someone they start wanting you to need them.. Maybe they realize how nice it felt to be needed, where as before they forgot what it was like when nobody needed them and there you are thinking.. after wanting someone you suddenly realize that you dont need anybody.. I guess thats why they say wanting not to want is itself a want.. so I guess you can never win.. but in the end , I still say it feels nice to be wanted or needed.. otherwise its all just "lubrication".

Well said. thank you!

I works at a little hole in the wall video store called California Video and a big 'ewwy' corporation called Best Buy. Yea, I know. Well they pay good but I'm so not all about that.

Oh well I balance the 'selling out' with the low-key video store. I know two jobs! it's crazy! I think I might die.

Yea I was thinkin of gonig to the SG Prom thing. I just cant get over calling it 'prom'...hmmm. Well who know, I just might I need to hit up the group and see all the info.

But regardless we should get togother sometime maybe, you seem like a kick ass person, and we live near eachother. Yay! Someone nice who doesnt live in Canada..hehe.

Anywho, I shall see how the whole prom thing goes...

Wow, I havent been a very good friend.. I just got caught up reading your journal, I feel like Ive been through so much just reading.. It is really good to see someone talk about doing something important like your womens group.. I hope I didnt miss a journal entry about what it is that has you so passionate about yet causes you such frustration. There is never a lack of work in the volunteer field. If it makes you feel any better, just reading about your situation has lit a fire under me to get involved with something I am passionate about which I havent done in quite some time.. Even though theres...
whats that?
shut up?
ok... I know I am a bit too chatty today..
Keep on keepin on...
Its all, always worth it...
more is never enough..
and..

"Passion makes the best observations and draws the worst conclusions." -Jean Paul Richter

where and when is the ball this time???

[Edited on Mar 31, 2004 6:58AM]

Awww, does ur poor feetsies hurt?

I'd take care of da boots for ya.

I hate big boots, but love them. It's a love/hate relationship really. Mine are great, but I also have zip up ones for those lazy days..hehe.

Hmm, I might have to go to this fetish ball, but knowing me I bet I work. So thats lameness, but I dunno.

Anyway, cutie, talk to u later.

Why you're pretty sassy yourself

I feel incredibly gyped. I don't nearly approve of this at all, no no no.

But I can sympathize with y00 though I do that all the time, trying to remmeber what I was gonig to say and crap then going and deleteing what I was saying.

So I agree, but still feel gyped. Poo!

I'm gonig to call you Miss Gyper.

Ded white men are quite the stink pits.

Yay! U went to Death Guild too!

Did u see me prehaps? I had that coat on I had in my profile picture, I was dancin by the stage mostly.

I was by said cute little guy in striped shirt. hehe. I so knows him, lol, well more aquantence-like. He's friends with my friends brother.

Shhh! (He's the manager on the Hot Topic at the Serramonte Mall) hmm....

Yay again! Yes, I actually do like dancing to Portishead also dispite what i said on me little ol' profile. It just seemed the dance floor was thinned when it was played, but I had fun. I too dance funny. but I loves me some little goth dancing..hehe but I guess I was gettin a funky vibe i dunno I'm wierd.

...and when I die I too will be a smelly dead white guy.

Ironic...
I think not.



(edited for me bads spellings)

[Edited on Mar 24, 2004 9:29PM]

I decided to make u feel specail and write some more to ya.

Hehehe

I'm pretty sure we probably did see eachother there. I was jus tso hypnotized by the crazy goth dancing that I didn't know who was there besides the friends i knew. hehe.

Ya! What the hell! It was supposed to be a Rasputina CD release party, but A. they didnt have the damn cd for sale (generally CD release parties are for that) and 2. What the poo! Seriously people left the floor when Rasputina came on. What the crap is that. It was/is such a good song too.

I say it is, cause yes I did ge the new CD. Thinking it would be like a normal CD release party I brought money for it, but poo to that. So I went to Ameoba yesterday and bought it. Yay! It's soooooo good, up there I think with How We Quit the Forest and Thanks for the Ether, I likes it. It even came with a special disc of b-sides and raries.
Joy!

Tis very good, I'm actually glad you found me too, hehe. Cause this site is great but a lot of people I talk to live quite far away. It's refreshing to find someone who lives near me. *Grin*

Hehehe

-I giggle too much.