darlingdoom

mmm... waiting for clothes to dry.

when my cousin Ashley comes down for xmas, we're going to get high together. woot. Ashley is a drinker, not a smoker... but she wants to smoke with me. that made me giggle when she suggested it.

i want to lose at least 15 lbs. by xmas... i don't know if i can. but i will try. somehow... i eat too much junk. and drink too many sodas... even though i swore to myself i would stop drinking sodas altogether only a few days ago. i'm currently at about 190... the biggest ive ever been was 210... and oh how that upset me. ive been at 190 for the past 3-4 months, and can't seem to get rid of any weight... though if i were to actually work out, i'm sure it wouldn't be as hard, but i loathe working out... it reminds me how fat i am. grrr.

*le sigh*

the clothes should be done soon... and then to where my love is, at our friend's house. oh i miss that boy when he's not around, i do.