darkwun

I've been thinking about updating this not like I have anything else better to do. I mean sleep is so precious and expensive I can't afford it. I have been going through my books and I came up with something...The life I'm living isn't the right one for me, I do know I was meant to walk a bumpy road. But I'm becoming convinced I...
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I finally heard from Azreal even if it was a comment about smokes and blue cheese it was nice to know that she still remembers me after all that has happened and I'm glad that she is doing ok. While we may not get to share a nice Pils it will always be great to share a comment or two. I finally got the SG...
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Ok i have an update i'm back in germany 3 months ahead of schedule because of the fact that i suffer from something that isn't as bad as people make it out to be. So now i'm back feeling shitty because of the fact that i know i have to see my bosses on monday and they aren't going to have any kind words for...
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OK it's been a while since i last wrote something in here so here is just a few quick news flashes: #1 I got the new HIM cd(4 days after it's international release date) and that is pretty much all i've been listening to since i got it. Which really suprises me cause i'm usually listening to ICP or Twiztid for about 5 to 6...
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I got a new tattoo today from Dave's Tattoo shop in Kaiserslaughtern, Germany...The first thing i smell when the artist walked up to look at my design was weed a classic smell I now miss due to my alignment with the U.S. Government. However I am now drunk and will post a pic as soon as i can

another sleepless night this week

what's the deal what's wrong with me

i try to get some rest but nothing what to do

it's like i drank coffee and mountain dew

but sadness keeps me in a ball

i'm turning in to myself everytime i fall

my shell is think like 20 feet of steel

and yet why is it that my self i want...
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Today I went out to play in the rain storm that befell western Germany, it had been slowly making its way there while the heat was killing me...that and running 2 miles and other physical activites in the sun. But today was rainy and depressing, it was so the perfect day. Whilst taking a walk in my clothes my leather trench coat blew open flapping...
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i just put pics in my photo album go look at them you know you want to

Pretty

you shape me, dress me, give me a name
i am attractive, organized, and accessorized
obsessive you tower over me, grooming me
i am clean and smell good just how you like it

i am pretty just the way you made me
i am pretty molded after your fantasy

you take me out to play with me, tea for two
next to cuddles the...
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