darkwun

it's not anyone is going to even read this but after soo long of being a member and sitting back occasionally posting comments and reading a lot of journals i decided it's time to at least say something here. So here goes, I am one of those people who can't turn down a temptation even if I know it'll make me sad. So I want to stop watching the news and go blindly walking through this pitiful existance I've decided to live, without so much as an inkling to what the rest of the world is going through except those I want choose to know about. In some form of a weak attempt to get to know people I don't even talk to or other wise can't talk to, both here, and offline. However I decide to go about ignoring the news my sense of curiosity cannot let me do that, because I have the chance to travel the world(currently living in Germany) I have to know what's going on where i am. It sucks even more cause I hve to know what's going on in Iraq too, can you guess why?? If you are dense enough not to know I can't tell you. I'll be going there for 4 months. After 4 years of deciding my own future and what I'll be doing with my life after the US is done with me or I'm done with the US, I first got the notion to be an animator because I am a pretty good artist. But after the realization that going to college classes for art was out of the question, so i moved to the next logical path computer graphic design, but I have to learn way too much math and thinking that much about numbers pisses me off when all I want to do is draw. I hope that computer graphic designers don't have to use calc equations just to draw one episode of Excel Saga, or remaster Ninja Scroll...if so I'm screwed. So while watching Noir i was intriqued by how somber, sad, confused, and yet so heartless that the american voice actress for Kiria Yuumara; Monica Rial souded. Almost as if she was a ice cold killer with emotions the temprature of absolute zero, and yet watching Excel Saga it was the opposite. And then the actress for Excel Excel was energetic, and hyper like a sever case of ADHD that Addoral couldn't even help. I decided that I too could be a voice actor, i may not get roles like Excel or Kirika. But I think with my ADHD, insane imagination and a sever overdramatic attitude I can be a great actor. Do you think i can?