So I've been going over my life and the things that are just happening and i've come to think that, maybe i'm not in as much control of my life as i want to be. If was in control things would be going better, it almost feels as though I'm fighting against some invisible unseen force that wants me where I am. Maybe something is going down in the background of my life that i'm not aware of because i'm operating in the foreground. I need to stop being that lone file that works by it self, and operate to help the flow of things...Maybe some of the statements I just made were alcohol induced and this month just isn't my month. At any rate I have to take more pics soon other wise my adoring fans will start to complane about the same lame content i keep and start begging for more, or even worse....they will look elsewhere for their dose of anti-socialistic, anti-establishmentarian(is that even a word oh well) misanthropic sporadic rantings. I need to stop being conceited in thinking that everyone here comes to my site just to see a new post/rant/or joyous bit of news. 
