I am overexcitable, far too trusting, nerdy, far too forgiving, stubborn, stupid, arrogant, confident, self-absorbed, creative, destructive, a procrastinator, hypo-somniac, insomniac, unpredictable, excentric, moody, careless, forgetful, scared, worried, angry, sad, happy, emotional, emotionless, my own traitor, the source of my destruction, a kid, responsible, irresponsible, misanthropic, too hyper to keep track of reality, too calm to stay in illusions, the man under my bed, the one i fear the most. All of these things makes up my self as a whole, the sum of my personality traits and flaws thereof. A perfect manifestation of all the things I dont want to be right now. Some things should just stay burried but yet they want to be out, free to show them selves and the only thing I can do is to open the door. 
coriander:
That sounds exactly like me 