The woman who made me love her has now told me that all she wants is to be friends, and that was all she ever wanted, although in the past, she would tell me how she imagined having my children, and having me take care of them with her. She would tell me of dreams she had of me, and how she would always be thinking of me. She would call me just to hear my voice. The problem is, she is still living with the father of her first child, who is a cruel and uncaring adulterer, and she is the only one working. He always tells her that he could have thirty women on each arm, so she should feel lucky! Now, his grandmother is moving in with them, who she will have to support as well. His grandmother moving in seems to be the point at which her feelings for me changed. I just don't understand why. I was supposed to be the one to rescue her from a bad situation, and now that it seems to be getting worse, she just wants to stay in it.
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