My answer to the death question: death is scarier. I dont believe in anything religion wise so I dont believe that Ill see anything after death and everything will be over. The idea that I stop existing is scary to me. If I start to think about it, I'll get adrenaline shocks of fear. I also get nightmares of death and wake up in the middle of the night thinking of death. Having said that, I like death metal that sing about death, genocide, cannibalism, suicide, Satan, Satanic rituals.
But as for death, I see your point.