darkpassion

What a first class prize prick... and yes i know you can read this as you bought a membership under a fake name to spy on me... huzzah good game idiot...good game!

For the rest of you who read my last post- my ex was spying on me in SG chat and apparently im not trustworthy because flashing breasts is "cheating"
i actually like my flesh to be my own- not belonging to someone else tbh...

Well after dumping him my life seems to have taken a upwards spiral! For those who dont know i am a girl gamer- spent a lot of time palying counterstrike source- finally paid off... i now play for a fantastic clan and i go to my first tourament next week- i 32

Straight after this happened i was contacted by a lyricist who jhad written some songs suited to my voice.... i feel i made the right choice
lets weigh this up...

Things to keep me with him:

1. I loved him
2. family man
3. looked after me

weighed out by....

Reasons Not to even bother thinking about him anymore:

1.He SPIED on me
2.Insecure
3.untrusting
4.gossip
5.caging
6.possesive
7.unbelieving
8.wanting me to stop my dreams
9. Keeping me in his own little world
10.did i mention spying on me?


Since joining this gaming clan i have suddenly got so much more confidence- i went up to a lan event to meet some of the guys, it was awsome and i feel so at home.
One guy in particular has made me feel more like myself than i have ever done- i wear a smile on my face nowadays and can actually say "this is who i am...and i like her"

Huzzah! three cheers for Life!!!