darknyghtzdream

You ever ended a long term friendship and felt satisfied that you did it? Have you ever left someone and felt like a weight was lifted off your sholder? I've recently ended a friendship with someone i've known since highschool. Honestly... I feel better about myself now because I did. I would have done anything for her and I cared about her greatly, but slowly I came to see that all she cared about was herself and no one else. She held grudges against people over things they didn't even know they were doing, judging those whom she'd caught on her bad side simply for being alive. She'd hurt others, wreck homes, and ruin lives simply for the sake of doing so... and all of these things made me care for her even more. But... now I see... that... it just didn't mean anything. Just because she said she cared about me didn't mean it was true. It just meant I was a fool for believing it. So after all these years, I have nothing to say to her... and don't plan on having anything to say to her for a very long time. So... good ridance.