FIRST! Before I begin, MUCH love to Sinope on her set. I love it. It's now my favorite set completely. Yummy... mmm...
Now... onto the rants.
Now... let's see... last g/f I had... Me and her... were off and on for like 4 years. I went to go visit her in FL, and found out she was cheating on me with some guy. Yeah. I got to spend my vacation stuck in an appartment with her and her boyfriend who she was cheating on me with. She never even officially broke up with me. So yeah. I'm kinda... sitting there... trying not to kill everyone in the dorm appartment... thing... getting high off my ass to try and get myself out of my skin... finding it hard to look at her... yeah... for the whole week.
Karmic vengance is no joke... some BAD things have happened to her since that. Now she wants a "friend"... and I have no idea what to do. I still could kill her. But... I feel bad... and also, the feelings I have for her haven't... died. I've realized that I can't be with her... it'll never work... and that she'll always hurt me and she'll use me whenever she can. ... that said... do I bother? Do I help and be a friend in her time of need? Or do I tell her to go fuck herself.
Love sucks. Seriously...? It does. All the good ones are taken ( or so it seems ) and the ones left either don't want me or are evil demonic trolls who's only usefullness in life is to walk by so I can make fun of them. It's not like i'm asking for much. I just want a genuine personality. No bullshit. I want someone who's cool, who wont annoy the living HELL out of me, who isn't a teenie bopper... and who can think for themselves. I mean... anything physical would just be a plus, but it's all about personalities. I've dated girls who were perfectly beautiful... but couldn't stay with them cause every time they spoke I wanted to shove a hot coal in their mouth and horribly mutilate their tongue so they couldn't speak anymore... seriously it was like "SHUT THE HELL UP!! I don't care about who Usher's dating. NO I DIDN'T see the last episode of 106&Park! NO I DIDN'T BUY THE LAST SEASON OF LIZZIE MCQUAIRE! AREN'T YOU 21 AND A LITTLE TOO OLD FOR THAT SHOW ANYWAY?"
Now... don't get me wrong, I'm not a violent, or loud guy... I just don't pull punches. Really... is it too hard to find a girl who's not cookie cutter, but MAKES the cookie cutters? I want a girl who's not afraid to be herself. The curves... the dyed hair... dark hair, glasses, skirts and knee boots are all extra. I just... fuck it. I'm starting to think that I'm destined to be alone... I know I'm already destined to fall.
Soulmate? Ha! FUCK YOU [ name here ]!
Now... onto the rants.
Now... let's see... last g/f I had... Me and her... were off and on for like 4 years. I went to go visit her in FL, and found out she was cheating on me with some guy. Yeah. I got to spend my vacation stuck in an appartment with her and her boyfriend who she was cheating on me with. She never even officially broke up with me. So yeah. I'm kinda... sitting there... trying not to kill everyone in the dorm appartment... thing... getting high off my ass to try and get myself out of my skin... finding it hard to look at her... yeah... for the whole week.
Karmic vengance is no joke... some BAD things have happened to her since that. Now she wants a "friend"... and I have no idea what to do. I still could kill her. But... I feel bad... and also, the feelings I have for her haven't... died. I've realized that I can't be with her... it'll never work... and that she'll always hurt me and she'll use me whenever she can. ... that said... do I bother? Do I help and be a friend in her time of need? Or do I tell her to go fuck herself.
Love sucks. Seriously...? It does. All the good ones are taken ( or so it seems ) and the ones left either don't want me or are evil demonic trolls who's only usefullness in life is to walk by so I can make fun of them. It's not like i'm asking for much. I just want a genuine personality. No bullshit. I want someone who's cool, who wont annoy the living HELL out of me, who isn't a teenie bopper... and who can think for themselves. I mean... anything physical would just be a plus, but it's all about personalities. I've dated girls who were perfectly beautiful... but couldn't stay with them cause every time they spoke I wanted to shove a hot coal in their mouth and horribly mutilate their tongue so they couldn't speak anymore... seriously it was like "SHUT THE HELL UP!! I don't care about who Usher's dating. NO I DIDN'T see the last episode of 106&Park! NO I DIDN'T BUY THE LAST SEASON OF LIZZIE MCQUAIRE! AREN'T YOU 21 AND A LITTLE TOO OLD FOR THAT SHOW ANYWAY?"
Now... don't get me wrong, I'm not a violent, or loud guy... I just don't pull punches. Really... is it too hard to find a girl who's not cookie cutter, but MAKES the cookie cutters? I want a girl who's not afraid to be herself. The curves... the dyed hair... dark hair, glasses, skirts and knee boots are all extra. I just... fuck it. I'm starting to think that I'm destined to be alone... I know I'm already destined to fall.
Soulmate? Ha! FUCK YOU [ name here ]!