I made a very shitty decision today. I truly am an ass whole. I wasn't given any better options and I did what was better for my health and happiness. You want it all or nothing.
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Oh how I would love to blog about how fucking pissed off I am right now... Negative nancy<------that's me
I was happy until a certain point in my life, very positive and optimistic... Not so much anymore.
I will leave you with this,
Do you choose a relationship you put a lot of work into instead of health and happiness?
I was happy until a certain point in my life, very positive and optimistic... Not so much anymore.
I will leave you with this,
Do you choose a relationship you put a lot of work into instead of health and happiness?
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darkkitten:
Thank you for the comments. I think soul searching would be good. I feel a million times better and happier where I currently am. I'm surrounded by some really awesome people too. And I'm currently not speaking to my hubby. Even my stress level with us fighting is just low... I feel like a person again. I know shortly I'll have to deal with my relationship woes but right now I'm going to enjoy what's going on here.
aerialtitan:
Haven't I've always told you to do what makes you happy...? And don't worry about dealing with our relationship... Pretty sure it'll be fixed soon enough.
I can't post pictures from my phone or the ipad but I wish I could. I love being in Missouri! I feel like 90% better. I got to meet my grand kittens. They are so freakng cute. I'd stay here forever if my husband wouldn't leave me if I did. So back to being miserable and sick when I leave here. 
I had a productive...
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joava:
Recipes sound yum --- I had forgotten about zucchini bread. Try to keep these good feelings even when you return to routines.
Another rant..
Maybe im a Sex addict?? I'm constantly horny. All day every day. My nipples have been hard all day ,even my inny. Part has to do with the awesome day I had yesterday. Probably the best sex day in our 5yrs together. Hope he doesn't get offended by this blog, he's sleeping so I can't ask. I can't sleep because I need to...
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Maybe im a Sex addict?? I'm constantly horny. All day every day. My nipples have been hard all day ,even my inny. Part has to do with the awesome day I had yesterday. Probably the best sex day in our 5yrs together. Hope he doesn't get offended by this blog, he's sleeping so I can't ask. I can't sleep because I need to...
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payton:
you are wonderful. thank you for the info. i have so much to see and do in such little time. i deff will prob have to go back again lol xoox
physis:
You are so cute, I came across your rant and it made me smile!
No pictures sorry. My hormones are going crazy so inbetween the mood swing, random crying fits and cold chills, my face turned into a giant zit. Not very attractive for pictures 
We caught another three kittens and this morning their mom. I caught two in a freaking dress with my boobs hanging out I didn't expect company let alone to be climbing in trees. My...
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We caught another three kittens and this morning their mom. I caught two in a freaking dress with my boobs hanging out
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ronniekitty:
great blog. i would have loved to have seen you in the tree in a dress with your boobies hanging out.
joava:
enjoy your new kitties!
So the kitten is still timid but super cute. She will hiss and hiss then I'll pick her up and it's a insta...purr... She will even snuggle a bit. She just collapses on my shoulder. My girls don't quite like her. My devil puppy chewed a hole in the screen door and then chewed the door frame. She's taken to picking up bricks, probably eating...
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ronniekitty:
A.C. powered toys are so much stronger and there are no batteries to die during the event. God i love my Hitachi. Great news on the kitten, i love insta-purrs. Love to see the pinup pics as i'm a very avid pinup lover.
joava:
Thanks for writing on my blog --- Yes, look forward to some of your pictures. (I took some naked pictures, but too shy and old to post, sigh.) Glad to hear of all your animals --- my world is total animals too. PS. Blue hair next week. 
Hope everyone has a great day! It's almost Friday!! Waiting for sexiness to get home. I'm going to try to talk him into date night.
The kitten is coming along. Shes still timid but she let's me pet her now. She's s freaking cute.
Gonna work on the fish tank today.
The kitten is coming along. Shes still timid but she let's me pet her now. She's s freaking cute.
Gonna work on the fish tank today.
ronniekitty:
Good luck on the date, hope it turns to raunchy sex. 
Feral kittens can be a chore, glad she's letting you pet her.
Clean up that fish poo.
Feral kittens can be a chore, glad she's letting you pet her.
Clean up that fish poo.
darkkitten:
Ronniekitty you always say the best stuff no date night and no sex... I got pissed at the hubby when he told me I had a week to place the kitten. She's got a home and a ride to her new place but not until the 19thish.
The tank needs resealed, got a free 50gallon tank and stand but we just need to fix it. Not a bad deal for free!
no date night and no sex... I got pissed at the hubby when he told me I had a week to place the kitten. She's got a home and a ride to her new place but not until the 19thish.
The tank needs resealed, got a free 50gallon tank and stand but we just need to fix it. Not a bad deal for free!
Well I finished my externship. Almost finished with once burned. Got my new shoes in. Hubby's concert is tonight and two more tomorrow. I was excited but with all the pain I'm in it's hard to be excited now.
It's embarrassing to have an "episode" in front of people. I was such a strong independent person and now when I have an episode, i can't...
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It's embarrassing to have an "episode" in front of people. I was such a strong independent person and now when I have an episode, i can't...
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payton:
aww i just saw this. i hope u feel better. you seem strong and things will all work out. and dont have too much pride to get a little help here and there it dont make u less of a person by far.
darkkitten:
Thank you Payton. Hope your dads appointment goes well. Have a good 4th and that thing your doing with the suicide girls sounds fun.
Lol so yesterday I externed. For a ill over 6 hours. Held a prob 70 lb pit bull and pissed the doctor off because the dog was squirmy because she hated being muzzled. He wouldn't let me help the rest of the day lmao
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ronniekitty:
Yesterday sounded like an adventure.
Hope your weekend is fun.
kitty
Hope your weekend is fun.
kitty
payton:
xoxooxx
joava:
I can tell that you love animals and that you have lots of love to share!
More meds.. Allergy test Monday, I hate needles! I also get to go to the dermatologist. Was suppose to go camping this weekend but it burns to be in the sun. Doctors just keep saying my case is unusual.
Well off to take some more notes. It's the least I can do to not feel like I gave up on my externship.
Well off to take some more notes. It's the least I can do to not feel like I gave up on my externship.
virninja:
Aww, sadness I hope you feel better soon.
I hope you feel better soon.Yesterday was fun. Went shopping. I hate shopping but I love kohls! Got some cute stuff. Found a swim suit at Victoria secret that made me look awesome. I regret not buying it. It was very vintage/ pin up looking. But i also found an actual cute bra that fits. Since my waist is small and my boobs arent really , it's hard to find...
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