Fixing wasn't in the book anymore. Yesterday evening she still threw me a big smile but today it was gone :((( I guess I have ended up in the "this guy is leaving then wtf he want anyway?" box. Maybe she'd liked me after all and then decided to cut it out. Jeez! Girl... I would've come back to you! I could've rented a flat if that's all that's in the way... Who cares about this if there's a person you like!
It's so sad that there's enough guys whose word isn't worth a dime. I wish there was a second vocabulary you can only use if you actually _mean_ it.
But anyway, couldn't do anything but walk away in the end. I also managed to not bang my head into a wall. But my smile has died.
A few hours later, after a 45 minute walk in the glaring sun I'm positively exhausted. Rather have some sunrays do their good mood thing, and rather have the skin hurt than the heart :-)
(Bye Annalisa, with your adoringly cute londoner italian accent. I hope we meet again some luckier time.)
