Mr. Self Destruct = Somebody here Will not be here next year.
MR SELF DESTRUCT
"I am the voice inside your head
and I control you
I am the lover in your bed
and I control you
I am the sex that you provide
and I control you
I am the hate you try to hide
and I control you
I take you where you...
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MR SELF DESTRUCT
"I am the voice inside your head
and I control you
I am the lover in your bed
and I control you
I am the sex that you provide
and I control you
I am the hate you try to hide
and I control you
I take you where you...
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heartbaker:
Nice
That 70s Finale
Disclaimer: If you are in fact reading this, you are pretty fucking bored, are you aware?
I recommend you, GO DO SOMETHING (Briefly visiting the outside world or leaving comments here can count towards that)!
LiveNomore, California
May 6, 2009
4:20 a.m.
Location:
Ricardo Alexander's Den
Red and blue are the lights in the corner of the room, a novel contribution for...
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Disclaimer: If you are in fact reading this, you are pretty fucking bored, are you aware?
I recommend you, GO DO SOMETHING (Briefly visiting the outside world or leaving comments here can count towards that)!
LiveNomore, California
May 6, 2009
4:20 a.m.
Location:
Ricardo Alexander's Den
Red and blue are the lights in the corner of the room, a novel contribution for...
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So to sum it up, 2008 was about letting go and hitting rock bottom.
Here's hoping 2009 is that climb back up.
Here's hoping 2009 is that climb back up.
addison:
your amazing, hah
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addison:
thanks! a weekly comic sounds cool.
yeah the new cd is def. realy poppy and i like the older sound way better.
yeah the new cd is def. realy poppy and i like the older sound way better.
jaylin:
You should update more often
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addison:
hehehe thanks!
Im going to make another one tonight with my friend Tiffany. I hope the idea works well with a webcam because thats all ive got. I cant wait to make it!!!
Im going to make another one tonight with my friend Tiffany. I hope the idea works well with a webcam because thats all ive got. I cant wait to make it!!!
addison:
awww thanks! im glad you enjoyed my set. its verrrrrrrrrry different then the first.
mahal.
mahal.
(not that anyone does)...but uh, watch this space for an updated blog, soon.
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UPDATE!
Something-s worth writing about - Even if they are delayed...
So yeah this past weekend was fairly eventful; especially since it didn't just involve me sulking at home solely being consoled by my computer, video games, and movies.
I actually got off my ass, had an excuse to shave my...
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UPDATE!
Something-s worth writing about - Even if they are delayed...
So yeah this past weekend was fairly eventful; especially since it didn't just involve me sulking at home solely being consoled by my computer, video games, and movies.
I actually got off my ass, had an excuse to shave my...
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addison:
oh its ok, no worries. Im kinda glad it happend. now im not worried about them finding out. just wish it could have happend in a different way.
Im kinda glad it happend. now im not worried about them finding out. just wish it could have happend in a different way.
addison:
yes yes less stress! hahaha I didnt even mean for that to rhym. Im just that damn smooth, hehehe.
ya know, I still cant decide. Should i even buy one now???summer is coming up and all.
ya know, I still cant decide. Should i even buy one now???summer is coming up and all.
Ugh...damned if I haven't felt restless lately. Life's been at such a stalemate that the joke isn't funny anymore...
In great part I have someone to thank for this; whom I had never expected to come back into my life again. Too bad all she decided to do was make a guest appearance, then simply turn around, run and disappear again - not yielding any...
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In great part I have someone to thank for this; whom I had never expected to come back into my life again. Too bad all she decided to do was make a guest appearance, then simply turn around, run and disappear again - not yielding any...
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addison:
thats funny you say that....i have dark circles, irritibility, and loss of sanity...hhahah
Yeah Ive still yet to hear from him. Its cool though. I have other people that actually like talking to me. It still makes me wonder though, like what did i do? hmmm....oh well.
Hahahah you pervert!!! just kidding. I think its more like christmas, well like dec. 1st or something. You know you've got this great present under the tree, even know what it is...but you cant open it till christmas. Even wait around everyday, maybe mom will let you open it early
Yeah Ive still yet to hear from him. Its cool though. I have other people that actually like talking to me. It still makes me wonder though, like what did i do? hmmm....oh well.
Hahahah you pervert!!! just kidding. I think its more like christmas, well like dec. 1st or something. You know you've got this great present under the tree, even know what it is...but you cant open it till christmas. Even wait around everyday, maybe mom will let you open it early
addison:
Girls have already done sets in Straight jackets, it is hot though!
I actually talked to that guy last night. I told him how it irritates me that he never talks to me. he made up excuses saying he works and goes to band practice. "do you know that everyday I just want to say Im done" His response....."please dont do that....Im sorry" ahhhh hahaha I dont get it.
and yes your awesome to talk to. Thank you for being awesome! heheh
I actually talked to that guy last night. I told him how it irritates me that he never talks to me. he made up excuses saying he works and goes to band practice. "do you know that everyday I just want to say Im done" His response....."please dont do that....Im sorry" ahhhh hahaha I dont get it.
and yes your awesome to talk to. Thank you for being awesome! heheh
So my weekend ended up being a sober and somber one - with it raining for most of its duration...
So there's not much excitement for me to write about it really...Friday was spent with friends, just hanging out, watching an episode of Masters of Horror and WonderShowzen, gaming and eating tasty Japanese food (a tradition of sorts, some may notice).
Aside from that I...
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So there's not much excitement for me to write about it really...Friday was spent with friends, just hanging out, watching an episode of Masters of Horror and WonderShowzen, gaming and eating tasty Japanese food (a tradition of sorts, some may notice).
Aside from that I...
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marycherry:
WOW!! DONNIE DARKO!!! Thats awsome! Where in the world woud you get that!!!?
addison:
thank you...... and i want to thank you for the pressie i got in the mail. I didnt know you were sending all that. It really made me happy
Will update and edit this space soon, since there's some pictures I can share and such...for now - TOO TIRED! Gonna watch a horror movie now and go to sleep right after...
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PROMISED UPDATE!
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It's been a week...hence my procrastination in getting this entry updated so slowly. I won't get into that stuff though...especially due to the risk of coming off more emo...
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PROMISED UPDATE!
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It's been a week...hence my procrastination in getting this entry updated so slowly. I won't get into that stuff though...especially due to the risk of coming off more emo...
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addison:
glad to make you smile, and im smiling right now because im a freak and im listening to the underwater theme to the original mario which for some reason brings a smile to my face. oh and also listening to Sparta now.
Ahhhhhhhh you lucky bitch!!! getting to see Saosin and Chiodos. Saosin was here not too long ago and i missed it. Ok though, Id rather they have Anthony Green anyways. And you got to meet Craig. Yeah I was supposed to meet him and both times he was nowhere to be found. Maybe I will see them in March in FL. Actually im going to make that a priority!!
Freddys revenge,
That movies a joke!!!
Ahhhhhhhh you lucky bitch!!! getting to see Saosin and Chiodos. Saosin was here not too long ago and i missed it. Ok though, Id rather they have Anthony Green anyways. And you got to meet Craig. Yeah I was supposed to meet him and both times he was nowhere to be found. Maybe I will see them in March in FL. Actually im going to make that a priority!!
Freddys revenge,
That movies a joke!!!
addison:
ahhhhhh i see the pic of chiodos!! bastard! just kidding.
you know i barely remember that series. Ive tried to find them a few years back but came up unlucky in that search. And yes I give the 2nd some gore props as well.
Well the first time I saw chiodos was in Scotland. I did met Craig but it was very short. Before i even went to Scotland I wrote him telling him I was going and was going to be at the show. We were supposed to hang out. I saw him after they play. I screamed "im american" and he hugged me and told me he loved me, hahaha. Told me he would be back to hang out. Ended up he got sick and cancelled two shows after that.
Yeah I guess the Anthony Green trade off is fair. We have Circa Survive and The sound of Animals fighting. which is great!!!!
Wedding???haha
If someone actually had that song at their wedding that would be the coolest one ive ever heard of.
you know i barely remember that series. Ive tried to find them a few years back but came up unlucky in that search. And yes I give the 2nd some gore props as well.
Well the first time I saw chiodos was in Scotland. I did met Craig but it was very short. Before i even went to Scotland I wrote him telling him I was going and was going to be at the show. We were supposed to hang out. I saw him after they play. I screamed "im american" and he hugged me and told me he loved me, hahaha. Told me he would be back to hang out. Ended up he got sick and cancelled two shows after that.
Yeah I guess the Anthony Green trade off is fair. We have Circa Survive and The sound of Animals fighting. which is great!!!!
Wedding???haha
If someone actually had that song at their wedding that would be the coolest one ive ever heard of.
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marycherry:
My sisters friends brought guitar hero over, i didn't get to play but i was suprised to see the kinds of music on it. Maybe i'll give it a shot.
addison:
fuck yeah i popped your testimonial cherry!!!
I dont know what else to write because we wrote emails to each other...so i leave you with....
Have a great day!!!!
I dont know what else to write because we wrote emails to each other...so i leave you with....
Have a great day!!!!
Best Weekend of 2007?
It'll be a tough one to top I tell ya. Anyhow so yeah...last weekend was a busy/hectic one which involved quite a bit of driving wear on my car - but I'm not complaining about it one bit. The distances and the time were more than well worth the efforts - Hey man lasting memories were made!
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It'll be a tough one to top I tell ya. Anyhow so yeah...last weekend was a busy/hectic one which involved quite a bit of driving wear on my car - but I'm not complaining about it one bit. The distances and the time were more than well worth the efforts - Hey man lasting memories were made!
On Friday night I...
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addison:
i dunno, he came up to talk to me. I was trying to be nice and offered him some adderall. then he said I will be back in 5 mins and never came back, ahahaha. so i guess i scared him off. every once and a while i will write him to see hows it going, he never writes back. oh well!!
addison:
yeah see i dont see the justification in it either. so yeah must be the rock star attitude. i fucking hate the rockstar attitude. dont say anything to him though, hahaha. Its fine. thanks for the offer though.
tired...lots of driving this weekend...will update this thing with details and pictures, when I got more energy..yeah.
addison:
It was very hard to control myself around them. I wanted to attack (in a good way) all of them. Im glad you enjoyed the pics. Hopefully i will atleast visit cali soon. so maybe you can hear my accent, hahah