Tired tired of it all just wish i could lay down and never wake up, wish i could just fade away and no one would be sad, i am tired of all the shit, all the stupid and nonsense i have to go through, i want to cry i want to cry for a long time and then myself turn into the tears that have expelled from my eyes, i want bleed and to become the blood that will flow across the floor. I am tired i am tired of going in circles i am tired of people , tired of being me , tired tired tired tired am i , i need a release i need something to wake me up so i can do something worth being awake for, but i suppose thats everyone's problem or becomes a problem sometime in there life, being exhausted of the same routine, want to have the things they want, i know what i want , my own place, nice body, cute clothes , to be my own person , to write a great book no books and become rich and famous from them, i want to marry Paul Robert Leonard and have his trust and love. i want no one eles but him, i may think things, but i know what i love my man Paul and forever will, just wish he would stop doubting it. sorry just needed to spill thanks, lates.
tearful,
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tearful,
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hehe... kidding really. Wish there were something I could do to help Dany, Is there one thing that triggered your feelings? Or are you just frustrated? Havent talked to ya in a while, im home now if you wanted to chat.
Gina