darkenedskyz

Hurt
all alone in this world
I thought i found someone
who was to be my one
my othere half, but the pretty
glimmer of false notion
had clouded my eyes and
my heart. Ive written
these words before and
felt empty and alone.
I feel like jumping
off some where high and
land on my feet and
feel the sharp and
needle like pain shoot up.
I just want to weep and
feel the warm liquid fall
down my face, then I
want to open my scar
on my wrist and drain
my life liquid into a
cup and slowly sink into
death. I want to
leave the world in this
way then in my last
moment with my last
surge of energy i would
hit the cup filled with
my warm , red, liquid
and let it spread over
the floor and fall on
top of it and wait
and then see how long
intil someone realizes
I AM GONE.........................

dedicated to Paul