darkdrow

My cat looks sad...

But Im going away in a week... one week from right now Ill be asleep in a hotel bed after who knows what with the girl beside me. I was reminded why I never hooked up with her.

I was feeling a little emo the other day. A combination of reflection and soft music always make me introspective. I told her I would take her to work that day so I picked her up and she was instantly disgusted... she's like "Whats wrong?" and I told her nothing.. I was just feeling soft... and she replied "Fuck, I hate when you're emo" and that reminded me... She is a girl who is lots of fun when there's fun, but no hell when theres not.

I drove around a bit and thought about that. Is it so hard to find a girl who is fun and adventurous, but can tell stories and listen. I know its just how I see the world, but everyone I know seems so one dimensional. Like I could have a conversation with someone and know EXACTLY what their reply to anything would be. Sometimes life seems like a poorly written Dramedy.

Dont worry Im not down or anything. Its just weird looking down the road and not knowing what you want from it.