Wow, I've actually been away from this site (the internet in general) for nearly two weeks.
I'm back at my parents' place and I hate using their computer, which, due to my younger brother, is filled with adware and spyware.
I'm looking for a short term job right now to get some more immediate cash flow while I shift my attention toward getting a better...
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I'm back at my parents' place and I hate using their computer, which, due to my younger brother, is filled with adware and spyware.
I'm looking for a short term job right now to get some more immediate cash flow while I shift my attention toward getting a better...
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vastad:
Interesting choices for your animals.
dragonreborn:
man it seems like i looked up the other day and it's already may. chicago is a great town i know things will happen there for you. as far as the burning , i think the whole deal was based on our inherant need of agriculture. great to hear from you, i have missed your input on the current events page.
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dragonreborn:
hola! como esta?
vastad:
bock?
Well, I'm doing better folks. Saw a shrink for the first time in my life; said he'd never put someone as young as me on Paxil. He also acknowledged that that is what was probably killing my motivation. Gee, wish I could have been warned several months earlier before everything started falling apart. Ah, but what's passed is past.
Honestly, I don't know what's worse...
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Honestly, I don't know what's worse...
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throwaway:
i saw rainer maria play live, twice. she _is_ a cutey. she's got nothin' on kazu from blonde redhead, though, wooooeee! hot damn! when she gets all rockin' and starts rollin' around on the ground halfway into a second encore of an extended jam-version of a song?
if i really sit down and think about it, i can come up with some other rock-and-roll cuteypies. start a thread!
i've never been on meds, but it seems half my friends have, and they usually quit after a few months or a year because they're worried about long-term effects or because they "kinda start missing being sad" (direct quote). i HAVE however gotten very seriously depressed and anxious after graduating and not having shit to do. the only advice i have is try and borrow money or burn through savings so you have a month or so when you relax and don't let it bother you that you haven't got shit going yet. it really helps.
ok, that's enough out of me.
if i really sit down and think about it, i can come up with some other rock-and-roll cuteypies. start a thread!
i've never been on meds, but it seems half my friends have, and they usually quit after a few months or a year because they're worried about long-term effects or because they "kinda start missing being sad" (direct quote). i HAVE however gotten very seriously depressed and anxious after graduating and not having shit to do. the only advice i have is try and borrow money or burn through savings so you have a month or so when you relax and don't let it bother you that you haven't got shit going yet. it really helps.
ok, that's enough out of me.
stormshadow:
SG MIDWEST GOT UPDATED CHECK IT OUT
Haven't written one of these in a long while.
I'm on the verge of regaining control over this crazy ride they call life.
I've finally been able to come to terms with admitting that I have indeed been the big "D" word - depressed.
I took some little internet quiz entitled: "Are you clinically depressed?" or something like that, and I scored a 9 out...
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I'm on the verge of regaining control over this crazy ride they call life.
I've finally been able to come to terms with admitting that I have indeed been the big "D" word - depressed.
I took some little internet quiz entitled: "Are you clinically depressed?" or something like that, and I scored a 9 out...
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frankie18:
itll take time. but youll regain control. take back your life. someday youll be in the right place, surrounded by the right people, living. truely living. until then youve got to keep fighting. and keep trying, to be you
smatt:
Are you taking medication for the depression? While it's not a solution, it can help you to find your own way out. I suffered pretty badly about a year ago, but things change; you will feel better one day. good luck.
I wanted to take Middle Eastern studies next year (as a part of my politics degree). The tutor used to be a diplomat for the Shah in the 1970s, he has a brilliant mind, and knows from experience what to read into news stories. Unfortunately there isn't room on my timetable for it.
I wanted to take Middle Eastern studies next year (as a part of my politics degree). The tutor used to be a diplomat for the Shah in the 1970s, he has a brilliant mind, and knows from experience what to read into news stories. Unfortunately there isn't room on my timetable for it.
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vastad:
hahaha!
I tried to embed an image in my journal too...but 'The Management' won't let us
I tried to embed an image in my journal too...but 'The Management' won't let us
darkblue27:
Thanks guys. I usually forget to check my own journal comments. 
.....rebel rebel, you've torn your dress...
.....rebel rebel, you're face is a mess...
.....rebel rebel, how could they know?...
.....hot tramp, I love you sooo........
Nothing like good ol' Mr. Bowie to soothe the soul.
Starting to take notice of a girl in class, think she might be noticing my noticing, but it's just once a week, and it's happened so many times with so...
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.....rebel rebel, you're face is a mess...
.....rebel rebel, how could they know?...
.....hot tramp, I love you sooo........
Nothing like good ol' Mr. Bowie to soothe the soul.
Starting to take notice of a girl in class, think she might be noticing my noticing, but it's just once a week, and it's happened so many times with so...
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darkblue27:
Don't feel too embarassed, vastad, some of Bowie's 80s stuff is good, it's just a lot more hit and miss than his earlier work.
And, no, I'm definitely not trying to be "mac-daddy" or anything like that. I just wish I could actually make a move at all every once in a while. To be so shy at this age is rediculous, but that's just how I am.
Idoless,
Thanks for the suggestions. Yes, I've heard some Nick Cave. I thought it was ok. Perhaps I should listen to him a little more. It wouldn't surprise me if he did start to grow on me.
And, no, I'm definitely not trying to be "mac-daddy" or anything like that.
I just wish I could actually make a move at all every once in a while. To be so shy at this age is rediculous, but that's just how I am.
Idoless,
Thanks for the suggestions. Yes, I've heard some Nick Cave. I thought it was ok. Perhaps I should listen to him a little more. It wouldn't surprise me if he did start to grow on me.
superfly4343:
Just don't be afraid. The worst she can do is say no. It will make you feel a bit weird at first, but if you don't try, nothing will happen.
Yes, you may crash...but unlike the saying, you will not burn.
Yes, you may crash...but unlike the saying, you will not burn.
Though it's been said many times, many ways, Fuck Valentine's Day!
trilobyte:
Amen to that...
vastad:
Woohoo...another Alyson Hannigan fan!!! Not a Sarah Michelle Gellar mind(less) slave!
Hey, check out Chun Li in my profile pic! 
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nala:
Thank you...
and by the way, I used to kick everyones ass on Street fighter, always with my girl Chun LI, I know all her best moves.....HIYA! kew pic
and by the way, I used to kick everyones ass on Street fighter, always with my girl Chun LI, I know all her best moves.....HIYA! kew pic
filthyrich:
i can see your panties. hee hee
More atrociously shitty and self-pitying poetry:
Feedback Loop (Where's my spirit line?)
so the Navajo will put imperfection into art
to purposely leave a way out for the heart
to not be trapped
so this is my feedback loop
wanna wail like a whiney Thom Yorke
in this f'd up game I'm no good sport
when will it end
where the hell is the bend...
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Feedback Loop (Where's my spirit line?)
so the Navajo will put imperfection into art
to purposely leave a way out for the heart
to not be trapped
so this is my feedback loop
wanna wail like a whiney Thom Yorke
in this f'd up game I'm no good sport
when will it end
where the hell is the bend...
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If you like it, then my thank is given. If not, cynical laughs are better than nothing.
Crappy Poem #226 (aka "My first attempt at inspired poetry")
for you might be perplexed,
want to understand why I'm hexed,
want to know this stranger to love,
see this curse from above.
married to pain as a nun to her god
married to pain as a nun...
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Crappy Poem #226 (aka "My first attempt at inspired poetry")
for you might be perplexed,
want to understand why I'm hexed,
want to know this stranger to love,
see this curse from above.
married to pain as a nun to her god
married to pain as a nun...
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Oh let's see here...
Came pretty close to a major mishap or, who knows, maybe even death
, when I was about a second away from being hit by a car that ran a red light. Strange that it hardly phased me; guess it's b/c I've had no sleep for nearly 24hrs.
I'm really loving this Interpol stuff that I downloaded. "NYC" is one of...
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Came pretty close to a major mishap or, who knows, maybe even death
, when I was about a second away from being hit by a car that ran a red light. Strange that it hardly phased me; guess it's b/c I've had no sleep for nearly 24hrs.
I'm really loving this Interpol stuff that I downloaded. "NYC" is one of...
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faith:
Sweet Dreams...
{{{hugs}}}
{{{hugs}}}
boxterjulep:
exactly.