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Today I was carved and cauterized for hours on end, until they removed the entire blob of cancer from my cheek.

Bad news was, that there was so much more than they (and I, for that matter) thought there would be. So they cut and cut more and more of my cheek away.

I now have a large valley on my face. frown

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theseadog:
Military medicine blows goats. I should know, I was a corpsman. Sure, I sucked a goat or two off in my day. But I was only following orders, damnit! It's not as though I enjoyed it... At least not much.

I'm waiting for my DD 214 so I can hit up the VA hospital for dual knee surgery. What fun! I had a tumor removed from my toe once. I really hope your cheek doesn't turn out looking like my toe does. Then again, my doctor sucked, and I ended up tearing all of my sutures, which didn't help. Who the hell gets cancer on their toe anyway? I'm a freak. surreal

infinity:
stick it to the man!

dont worry about it. its a bragging scar. [bme-encyclopedia this if you havent heard of it before].

dont worry so much. dont assume.
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Tomorrow is the big day! I finally get to have the cancer removed from my face! blackeyed

Hopefully I will have some crazy scar pics to put up on here so that you can check out the damage. puke

Also, today the boots I ordered came in. They are soo badass it isn't even funny! I feel like fucking Darth Vader in the things. It's crazy as...
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heathavoid:
yah... but I barfed on my purse! I was *that* drunk... hahah oh well.. everyone told me I had a good time... so whatever.

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yay for kickass boots!
infinity:
good to get that junk removed. hopefully it wont scar too much.

yay for the boots. they looked good in the pic but must be even better to have in person.
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The Hurricane is over!! biggrin

I made it through with no damage, the trailer withstood the winds... We did fine. The power even lasted for a long time last night!!

We finally lost all electricity at 11 pm. The night was hot and disgusting, but a small price to pay for an almost full days worth of power. I played the Xbox as the eye approached....
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06909xl:
hurricanes must suck blackeyed
Ive never dealt with anything like that..
Good to hear your power is back on biggrin
infinity:
good you made it through safe.

and power sooner = more SG biggrin
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Well guys, I am very sorry that I was away for a couple of days...

I was struck by a lovely double wammy of suck-ass shit!! My modem fucking died. And I had no transportation to get another one. It sucked. And to top it all off, I am now sitting in the house awaiting yet another hurricane. mad

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heathavoid:
DAMN HURRICANES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

glad you had a good week/friday night! smile
keithyboy20:
I loved the new changes in Star Wars except one. What was up with the thunder in Jedi??? Hope you're ok post hurricane.
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Today I am tired..... There is not much to tell anyway, but I did want to put something up here just because...

You all are keeping me sane in this terrible environment, I want you to know that.

Today i watched SLC Punk, and it took up most of my evening, so that's why I'm too tired to do an official post... But, it was...
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heathavoid:
ooooh SLC Punk! Great film. smile

anti-depressants keep me alive I think... they do kinda make me feel weird sometimes... but I'm on a really low dosage right now... so I'm not all zombie-like. Plus... ativan is just something I use when I'm about to have a nervous breakdown or a panic attack... it's anti-anxiety, not anti-depressant... so yeah. I dunno... I'm sure everyone on here thinks I'm a crazy substance-addict... but really I'm not! I swear!

glad to help keep ya sane! biggrin
infinity:
SG is the best medicine i say.

$48 per year, a place to meet nice people, look at hot nekkid girls and have fun. what more could you ask for? biggrin
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Today was interesting. I woke up feeling like there were midget acrobats on PCP bouncing around in my skull. I felt terrible. But, that was just the morning. Perhaps every morning with a new peircing....

The day was pretty empty, just did my job, and checked e-mail and such. I had that antsy feeling you get when you are expecting something, and all hyped up......
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infinity:
I hate that feeling too - you get all hyped up but nothing happens.

people will always be like that with body mods. im finally transitioning from the default views of modified people (prolly from the parents) to my new views - respect. because of education. if i saw someone on the street with a circular hanging out of their septum i would be nice to them vs most people staring.



in reply to that quote - in modern euro we talked about public brothels about 1300s-1400s. viewed as a positive contributor to society but not respected...
heathavoid:
hahah, I've totally gotten the 'tackle box' comment too.. when I used to wear a CBR in my lip... what a dumb comment... mildly amusing I suppose...

stupid <br> things... they just show up for no good reason! mad

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Today was pretty boring. I knew from the moment I woke that it was going to suck. Just a hunch, as I knew I was going to be stuck inside for the duration of the day.

My lip hurt, but that was to be expected. The house was a mess, and NOT on account of me. I am, by habit, very very clean and organized....
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lilcupcakesjo:
Yea, it took a while for me to get to school too. After working corporate zombie jobs I realized that I really needed to get back to school and get involved in something that will make a difference (education major here). I can tell you one thing though, I really hate Political Science. My teacher is so boring that I dread finishing the rest of my school day. And you are dead on about life, it's always going to throw shit your way but you just have to take one hit at a time and deal with it the best way you know how.

Ok, I will stop now. Enough with the Hallmark talk. biggrin
rorschach:
Haha, ironic. Today I slept only like 3 hours, stressin' out tongue

The very excellent news is that now that I have to move a bunch of heavy things for the office, the weather has now gotten cooler. smile
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Today kicked ass! First, I woke up hella late. And being as though I don't get to do that often....it was nice. And then, upon checking the mail... I noticed that I finally got what my old insurance company owed me! $85 in my pocket! Made me happy as shit!

I then went online, ordered a little bit of SG swag, along with some cool...
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rorschach:
Haha, some nice ass-kickin' boots smile
06909xl:
Cool boots biggrin

Good to hear your having a good week smile
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Ok, first thing's first.... The damn dog. He has been gone from the house for a few days, and nobody knew where he was. We thought that he would not leave our other dog that was in heat, so it must have been bad...right?

Wrong!....She went out of heat, and wasn't allowing him to get any anymore. So, he went down the street to get...
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infinity:
strange how much we resemble animals. problem is dogs cant jerk off so they gotta let it go somehow wink

at least you found him, thats good.

there were some shitty drivers out today. reminds me of that quote.
theseadog:
My dog is homosexual, and, luckily, isn't really in to humans. The only thing I've ever seen him mount are male dogd. But he has let a female dog mount him. I guys he's just submissive. surreal

George Carlin is my hero.
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Well, the last few days have been interesting enough. I was off the internet for 2 days because of a remote computer problem. My local connection is having a little trouble, so I am having to brave long distance charges just to come on here.... mad

I contacted AI, and they are supposed to call soon. The paperwork is already being filled out, and I will...
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06909xl:
Star wars ....pffffffffft..
Star Trek! wink
infinity:
i remember back when i went to see the trilogy in theaters a while back (2000 or 1999).

i will for sure have to get the trilogy. the movies are really good even though theyre effects are from the 70s.

hope the dog comes back.