Well, I am in anguish and bliss at all times. Sara is as wonderful as ever. I just wish there was a way for me to show her, to make her understand the constant burning need and fear that is with me always. I love her like I have never loved anyone before. It's as if I promised her in a past life that i would find her in this one. Like that love was always there. From the day I was born. I just didn't notice it till I met her. It's so strange and beautiful, but I am afraid it is going to destroy me. Unless she comes around I am just going to be lost. Dying. It is so very hard to feel this kind of love and not be able to be with her. It makes me feel more alone than any other time I have felt it before in my life. I hate alone. I hate it with an undying passion. I need help. Thanks for listening everyone. Take care and have a great weekend.
Love, Ron.
Love, Ron.
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So...does this sara know you love her undyingly, so much that it might destroy you? Or no? You sound like my old boyfriend, he thinks he will die without me. I think he will be okay in time, but we're still not exactly apart. We talk and...other stuff. But I dunno..its kinda a fucked up situation. I just live life how the fuck I want and do what the fuck I want and tell it like it is, or try to. You have a good week, too.
i mean it.
xoxo