darkangelazrael

OK. So things don't seem as bad right now. I still feel as though I am living for everyone else at the moment, but things with Sara are looking up. Just little signs you know, like she saw the addict soundtrack for fooly cooly the other day and had to buy it for me. I told her she didn't have to but she knows my favorite is fooly cooly and told me that YES she did have to get it for me. And the other day someone swiped my ring and I was all pissed and without even giving it a thought she pulled one of her rings off and gave it to me. It fits perfectly on my pinky. She also told me she loves the way I smell all the time and played with my hair a good 40 minutes or so the other night. I made her a killer mix cd which, by the way I have to get you a coppy Nikky, lol. And it doesn't seem so far fetched that I might win her over. I want to kiss her so bad but I don't want to press the issue and have her running for the hills. She recently got out of a relationship that has her questioning many things and i want her to have time without all my noise to find things out for herself and hopefully end up coming to me when she does. She is the most precious person I have ever laid eyes on. I got her the most killer roses a week and a half ago. Hocus pocus and black magic. THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL. Not as bueatiful as she is but pretty darn close. Alright I need to go get a haircut and drop by work to see her for a minute, that will keep my head in the clouds the rest of the day lol. I have thought a lot to myself and YES I really really love her. WOW, I never thought I would say those words again. It feels good. Thanks for reading and take care everyone!!! HAVE A WICKED SWEET WEEKEND!!!!!




P.S. There are new picures in my random folder of SARA!!!!!! You can see who I am totally in love with.
OOPS I MEAN MY NEW PICS FOLDER LOL.