OK. I have learned a few things and now i feel like more of an ass. But now that i know i can make changes. It seems Sara had her last boyfriend for 2 years. They broke up about 3 months ago. Which to me could be enough OR not enough time. It's all for her to decide. Apparently her ex still calls her and fucks with her head even though he should have nothing to do with her life. So it seems it is keeping everything fresh in her heart and mind. THIS to me makes her completely NOT ready for what I am ready for. So instead of pining over this delema in self pitty, I am just going to be her friend. I am glad I have chosen NOT to press the issue before I found this out. However long it may take her to become ready is fine with me. Also no matter HOW my feelings change (either to complete love or not) I will allways be her friend. She is far to precious for me to be an ass and risk loosing this at any cost. I can suck it up for a while. I mean I WOULD do ANYTHING for this woman. So why not at least that? Thanks for listening everyone! Take care and have a WONDERFUL weekend!!!!!!!!!!
[Edited on Aug 06, 2005 6:05PM]
hope things go well!