darkangelazrael

Well, I am home from work. It was my first day back after taking a couple days off after learning 4 friends of mine had died. I felt weird. Like i don't work there or never have. It was all unfamiliar like to me. I haven't spoken with Sara in a day or so. I am writhing in anguish over her. I had told her that I had hopelessly fallen for her in a big way. She kissed my hand and said it wasn't hopeless. But then she also said "this can't be good" or something to that effect. I have no idea what to think. I would bring her the ocean one spoonfull at a time if I thought it would please her in the least. God I want to just die. It's been too long since I have gotten myself into any such situtation. Then again you can't choose who you are to fall for. I don't FUCKING know what to do. Any of you women have a clue what Sara might mean or be thinking? Any answere would be appreciated. Take care everyone and have a great weekend coming up!!!