darkangelazrael

Well here I am at home after work. God I fucking swear that i am just cruisin for a bruisin. It seems I have forgotten just how chaotic everything can be when you are only 19 years old, and I have gone and fallen for someone of that age. She likes me back although I don't know just how much. I can only hope it is enough for her to give it a go so to speak. She is the sweetest, most warm hearted, yummy sweetness I have had the pleasure of meeting in an EXTREMELY long time. I just have no idea what I might say to her. I gave her a big DIP the other night kinda dancing at the spur of the moment and almost kissed her when I brought her back up. Her face was only about an inch from mine. FUCK ME it has just been toooooooooo fucking long since I have initiated anything like this. I haven't messed with women since my ex-fience almost 6 years ago. but there is some kind of attraction there. And I believe she feels it too. It's like magic and madness all in one. HELP ME SOMEONE!!!!!!!!! I have no idea what the hell to do. I fear I may have my first broken heart in a long long time and I am not quite ready for it.