darkangelazrael

I touch your cold cheek to mine
But this time I cannot warm you
Look into your beautiful eyes
But they're seeing right through me

I wish to hold you this way forever

You weren't lost or some kind of fuck up
You were my friend
That is something I thought could never end
Did it mean so little to you?

That you could throw it all away
Says more than you could every say with words
I feel so many things inside but the anger tends to win out
And I may be angry with you but I love you without a doubt

You were my angel and my anchor
My soul's hammer and anvil, you tempered me

Now I just feel as though all the bones have left my body
What it takes to get through this I fear I do not have it within me
YOU TOOK IT WITH YOU
Did you give it any thought?

I don't know what's real
Has this really happened?
It seems to me that time stands still
Yet we all continue moving

I will love you forever